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- Thu Aug 27, 2020 6:34 am
- Forum: Gender
- Topic: Coming out as agender?
- Replies: 21
- Views: 14293
Re: Coming out as agender?
Hey y'all, it's me again with coming out struggles. I started classes this week, and the professors have been really great about introducing themselves with pronouns which is great. But having to do introductions in front of my friends that I'm not out to is nerve wracking. It feels like I have to p...
- Tue Aug 25, 2020 9:14 am
- Forum: Gender
- Topic: Disassociation and dysphoria?
- Replies: 13
- Views: 12653
Re: Disassociation and dysphoria?
Thanks! I think part of my problem is really not knowing how I want to look. I'm AFAB as well, but the AFAB non-binary "androgynous" stereotype isn't really for me. If I think about what I want to look like, I'd love to look like a woodland elf (strong jaw, long hair), lol. I have very fem...
- Sat Aug 22, 2020 4:15 pm
- Forum: Gender
- Topic: Disassociation and dysphoria?
- Replies: 13
- Views: 12653
Disassociation and dysphoria?
Hi! I'm back with yet another question. I've kind of realized that I've spent my whole life feeling like I'm not very connected to my body. It's like driving a car: You know that you're in control of the car, and you have the sensation of the car moving, but you don't physically feel like a part of ...
- Sun Aug 02, 2020 5:49 pm
- Forum: Gender
- Topic: Coming out as agender?
- Replies: 21
- Views: 14293
Re: Coming out as agender?
I recently heard someone refer to me with they/them pronouns for the first time. It wasn't the huge gender euphoria moment I was hoping for. In fact, it made me feel more like a fraud. Because I didn't experience euphoria, I feel like I'm not actually agender. On the other hand, every time people re...
- Tue Jul 28, 2020 2:11 pm
- Forum: Scarleteen Updates
- Topic: Navigating Dating Beyond the Binary
- Replies: 2
- Views: 4033
Re: Navigating Dating Beyond the Binary
Really loved this article! Thanks for sharing. I'm trying to figure out what dating means to me as an ace person and what it looks like as a newly out-ish agender person. Great resources!
- Wed Jul 22, 2020 9:54 am
- Forum: Relationships
- Topic: Being Single is a Disease
- Replies: 3
- Views: 2539
Re: Being Single is a Disease
I'm ace, so I can totally relate to struggling to find a relationship. Sometimes, it gets very lonely, especially when everyone else is in relationships. Being queer definitely comes with its added complications in finding a partner. Wishing you the best of luck!
- Mon Jul 20, 2020 6:36 pm
- Forum: Relationships
- Topic: Coping with Bad News
- Replies: 5
- Views: 2334
Re: Coping with Bad News
Sorry it's taken me so long to respond to this. I found out the other day (while my dad was speaking to his sister on speaker phone) that a few of the people who work at my grandpa's senior home tested positive for COVID. He's a former smoker with COPD, asthma, and heart disease. If he was exposed, ...
- Tue Jul 14, 2020 9:30 am
- Forum: Relationships
- Topic: Coping with Bad News
- Replies: 5
- Views: 2334
Re: Coping with Bad News
I'm glad to hear that your friend recovered! With my friend who had it, it was a similar situation as you. We live in very different parts of the country. Honestly, that one hit me less hard, because you're right: There was very little I could have realistically done. Receiving bad news doesn't hit ...
- Mon Jul 13, 2020 5:21 pm
- Forum: Relationships
- Topic: Coping with Bad News
- Replies: 5
- Views: 2334
Coping with Bad News
TW: This post contains mentions of cancer, death, and COVID-19. This is a bit of a long story in four-ish parts, but here it goes. It started about a year and a half ago in my freshman year of college. Thanksgiving break of that year, I met up with one of my coaches. She had started me on the sport ...
- Mon Jul 06, 2020 10:45 am
- Forum: Gender
- Topic: Hair and Presentation
- Replies: 37
- Views: 58501
Re: Hair and Presentation
Hi! Sorry it's taken me so long to respond. I don't want this to get too off topic, but I feel really weird about self-affirmations because I generally don't believe them. Like if I were to tell myself "I am doing enough," I'd immediately think of all the money I haven't donated or the art...
- Thu Jul 02, 2020 11:51 am
- Forum: Sexual Identity
- Topic: Coming out??
- Replies: 8
- Views: 10818
Re: Coming out??
I know that a lot of people test the waters by bringing up an unnamed friend or even a celebrity that has come out. That might be a good way to figure out where they stand. It also might give you a chance to dispell any myths they might believe beofre it's directed at you, if that makes any sense.
- Thu Jul 02, 2020 8:48 am
- Forum: Gender
- Topic: Hair and Presentation
- Replies: 37
- Views: 58501
Re: Hair and Presentation
Thought I'd share an update- This current episode of alopecia areata was likely triggered by excessive amounts of stress (quarantine, protests, a friend of mine going through a break up, and so on). For me, this really made me realize that ally-ship does require a certain degree of self-care. I woul...
- Wed Jun 17, 2020 9:38 am
- Forum: Gender
- Topic: Hair and Presentation
- Replies: 37
- Views: 58501
Re: Hair and Presentation
I don't think so. He's a ER doc, so little problems like this aren't really on his radar (though I doubt he'd be happy if he started losing his hair). He also isn't really the emotionally supportive type or receptive to criticism. It's okay, though.
I'll make another update when there is one.
I'll make another update when there is one.
- Tue Jun 16, 2020 7:04 pm
- Forum: Gender
- Topic: Hair and Presentation
- Replies: 37
- Views: 58501
Re: Hair and Presentation
Update/vent- I went to the dermatologist, and he confirmed my suspicions. He said it that the spot is still "active" which means that the autoimmune reaction is still going on. The hair loss usually occurs over just a few days, so the good news is that it hasn't grown larger. In past exper...
- Sat Jun 13, 2020 7:53 am
- Forum: Supporting Each Other
- Topic: A thread for non-Black allies
- Replies: 8
- Views: 9997
Re: A thread for non-Black allies
Same here, al. I'm a non-Black POC, and I've been having a hard time figuring out where I fit in to all of this (more complicated because I'm biracial, half of which is of European Jewish descent). Anti-Blackness in non-white communities is definitely complex because it's likely that that group face...
- Thu Jun 04, 2020 8:27 am
- Forum: Gender
- Topic: Hair and Presentation
- Replies: 37
- Views: 58501
Re: Hair and Presentation
Sure. Resources are never a bad thing. Thanks!
- Wed Jun 03, 2020 3:33 pm
- Forum: Gender
- Topic: Hair and Presentation
- Replies: 37
- Views: 58501
Re: Hair and Presentation
I honestly wouldn't even know where to start with feeling/accepting emotions. It's a long-standing habit of mine to invalidate my feelings because I feel guilty for having them. I think this might be getting a bit off topic, so I'll stop until I have another (hopefully positive) update. I'm sorry th...
- Wed Jun 03, 2020 10:18 am
- Forum: Gender
- Topic: Hair and Presentation
- Replies: 37
- Views: 58501
Re: Hair and Presentation
I'm not out to a lot of people, including my hairdresser and my parents (that I'm currently living with). I can't fault him for thinking that I want to look feminine, especially because I've insisted on long hair in the past. I sent him pictures of what I wanted this hair cut to look like, and they ...
- Wed Jun 03, 2020 7:56 am
- Forum: Gender
- Topic: Hair and Presentation
- Replies: 37
- Views: 58501
Re: Hair and Presentation
An update: I got my hair chopped, partly to change it up and partly to get over my fear of hair loss. I don't love it; it's in between a bob and pixie. Also the hairdesser always feels the need to reassure me that it's very "feminine and chic," which is not what I want. I'm probably going ...
- Thu Apr 30, 2020 5:54 pm
- Forum: Gender
- Topic: Hair and Presentation
- Replies: 37
- Views: 58501
Hair and Presentation
I'm agender, but I present (sort of) with the gender I was assigned at birth (female). I don't really view my clothes as gendered because it's usually just a t-shirt and jeans. I don't bind, but my chest is relatively flat to begin with. My face is quite feminine even though I don't wear makeup due ...
- Tue Apr 28, 2020 8:46 am
- Forum: Et Cetera
- Topic: POSITIVE TOPIC
- Replies: 9
- Views: 9350
Re: POSITIVE TOPIC
I'm almost done with school for the year! This is my last week. I want to do lots of baking and cooking over summer break.
- Sun Apr 26, 2020 8:06 am
- Forum: Gender
- Topic: comfortable binder that passes as sports bra!!
- Replies: 2
- Views: 4117
Re: comfortable binder that passes as sports bra!!
Thank you! This is exactly what I'm looking for, tbh. I don't have a huge chest to begin with, so this would be perfect for me!
- Thu Apr 16, 2020 7:56 pm
- Forum: Relationships
- Topic: Keeping in Touch
- Replies: 5
- Views: 2895
Re: Keeping in Touch
I do like to meet people one-on-one, even though I’m a bit awkward. I always worry about running out of things to talk about, but I feel like one-on-one give much more room for deep discussion. I hope I can go out to lunch with some friends if/when things open again. I feel kinda stuck at the moment...
- Thu Apr 16, 2020 8:20 am
- Forum: Relationships
- Topic: Slurs
- Replies: 9
- Views: 3697
Re: Slurs
I don’t think you’re overreacting. I think you’re very brave for doing what’s right, even though it’s hard. I might caution against talking to him about the assault comments though. I would talk to the friend first to see what they want to do. You’re in a tough situation. I wish there were more usef...
- Wed Apr 15, 2020 9:48 am
- Forum: Relationships
- Topic: Slurs
- Replies: 9
- Views: 3697
Re: Slurs
I'm in a similar boat. My dad occasionally calls me a racial slur but doesn't really get that it's a slur. I'm not as brave as you, so I haven't stood up to him. I think my biggest piece of advice is to keep affirming yourself. As others have said, you can't really change his actions, especially sin...