I understand what you're saying. I've been gathering data, but it just makes it seem more and more hopeless. I could never afford and apartment and I could barely afford a rented room if I worked minimum wage. I'd have to have two jobs. I'm terrible at keeping jobs. I'm terrible at working in genera...

I've been with a lovely boy for a little over a year now. I saw him in person for the first time in January. I want very much to be able to be near him, but we are very far apart (1000+ miles). I am currently a college drop out and living with my parents and looking for a job (I am not very good at ...