I'm currently in a relationship I feel really happy in, but lately i dont want to have sex with him. we only ever have oral sex, but lately i can't go through with it because i feel like his penis "smells". it doesnt necesarily smell bad, it just smells a lot. at the beggining i looked up ...

I have friends i feel very attracted to, though i would never do anything about it, when i masturbate my mind does often wonder their way. I don't know if it's rude of me to think of them that way, or of any people who haven't given consent to being sexualized, even if i'll never tell them about it....