I haven't been active here for a long time, but since I failed to respond, I thought I should... Looking back I wrote this very inappropriately but I've always struggled putting feelings into normal words xd,, To provide an update to everyone here I stopped responding to; I'm 18 now, and about to be...

Hi, A little bit of both really, I like to be social but I’m always too scared.

I was thinking of talking to her about it later today, but I’m nervous because I’ve never even told her I was abused.

I could try to build up some more enjoyable friendships, but I would appreciate the advice.
I might tell the girl I like about the relationship I’d prefer and I have thought about a consensual sexual power dynamic for a relationship and I think I’m comfortable discussing it with any future partners.

Hi Sam, That’s kinda how I feel, I find it hard to discuss with someone how I want to be treated. I almost feel embarrassed to say it. Also, I don’t have any non-romantic relationships where I feel I’m receiving care. I’ve never really been close to my family and I only have a few close friends. I u...

Hi Sam, I’m hoping to talk to my therapist about it this Friday since she’s been out sick lately. When I’m feeling these thoughts it feels so real like it’s who I want to be. The thought of having someone to control me and take care of me, as terrible as I think of what it’s like to be taken care of...

Hello Heather.. It’s been a while sorry, I’ve been having trouble at school and with my family. I keep talking to people I shouldn’t… However I found a girl I like, and she says she likes me too. She wants to be friends and maybe get into a formal relationship one day when we’ve matured and know eac...

Hello Sam, I’m experiencing trouble finding a therapist who can specifically help with these problems because I haven’t told my parents about this. My previous therapist was mostly confidential with my information, but talked about getting the law involved when I tried to mention my abusive sexual e...

Hi Urna, I’ve looked through a few of the resources you’ve provided. I apologize for my late responses as well; I haven’t been so active online outside of messaging friends lately. To answer your questions: I have had a non-abusive sexual experience which I wasn’t much into, but for unrelated reason...

putting this here cus i dont know where else id put it appropiately, sorry if this breaks any of the rules. I need help coping with and suppressing my attraction to [edited] assaulting me. This started after I was groomed by an 18 year old online from age 12-14. He often talked about sexually assau...