Sorry about the late reply, I was busy studying for a test due and forgot to check- So, uh, why it feels different and more upsetting from other random thoughts is that… like it’s a situation I don’t feel safe in and I really don’t want to think about it, unlike something uninteresting, if it’s unin...

So, hi scarleteen. I'm in a much better state of mind than I was in my last post, I guess. So, I don't know if this okay or not but it seems like I'm not functioning properly. I've been thinking over the problem I have with masturbation and like, sexual acts in general and I feel like it's been gett...

It's a lot of different things, I guess. It's kind of embarrassing? No, humiliating. Yep. That's the right word. Humiliating. I feel dirty. I can't really describe it. I want to scrub my hands until there's no trace of what I did. Nobody knows what I do and it's killing me internally. Imagine if any...

I feel horrible when I masturbate. Like I'm disgusting and filthy and pathetic. The worst thing is, it feels GOOD. Like really, really good. I feel like I can't control myself from doing it, I just end up in bed touching myself AGAIN. I hate having a dumb teenage girl with a high libido, I'd happily...