I swear I'm a fucking werewolf with a full moon in my soul and my mere existence is a problem

I'm afraid that the issue in question would endanger my presence in the university, plus I'm only there for like three more months...

And mom's the only one with control over the real money, so seeing anyone else is out of the question

Is a lobotomy gonna help with getting rid of my libido

Again, though, therapy is out of the question. Completely inaccessible. My mom controls the finances and she cannot under any circumstances find out. If I were to go, she would interrogate me about everything we talked about, and won't take no for an answer. If I hide the issue, she won't think I ha...

I'd like to not talk about the details, only that what I did is awful and terrible and is bad enough for everyone in the relevant group to not want to associate with me anymore. It's a repeating pattern that's been going on since I was 15. No matter how careful I am about consent there's always some...

Yeah, it's more or less diagnosed Because of my libido getting out of control I've been acting lustfully to the point that people cut off contact due to my actions. it's a repeating pattern, one that can't be solved without actual therapy probably, which is basically out of the question hence why i ...

heyyyyy long time no see it's been a year and everything went to shit Due to my hypersexuality I've managed to turn away basically my entire friend group, even the ones that knew, even the ones I could ask for help about this with, because it started getting out of control. And now it's worse. I fee...

I don't know if any of the sex drive issues could be managed with my typical ADHD management, so... If gritting my teeth is inevitable, I guess gritting my teeth will have to happen.

Yeah, she's moving to Canada later today-

I mean, I have a drawer at home, but to get something in there it has to pass through the front door. And college is currently online due to a relatively recent surge.

Yeah definitely, especially since she's the one making the soap (new hobby of hers!) and the rest are stuff she bought in bulk and give to me when I need more.

Re: your first point, I've been finding that harder than usual when I sent the post. Right now I'm at what I expect is a valley.

Re: your second, I've got ADHD and find it VERY hard to control what I focus on. Any tips for what to do if my brain just REALLY can't stop thinking about it?

Hmm... Not getting distracted by it, being able to repress it when inappropriate and not continue wanting to deal with it.

Unfortunately exercise does not help me with my libido when it's there, because after that I'm tired AND horny ;w; And that's the thing, I only really hate having it because I'm entirely unable to manage it. I tried, and I can mask it from others but it's still there. Masturbating helps me release i...

Funny you mention undergarments because I'm actually enlisting a friend's help to sneak some into my house

Generally I don't have a lot of financial freedom, and if I buy anything my mom's at the door before me as per protocol, though

Well, my libido is weird, but it acts up very frequently. I was told as a teen that it would eventually lessen but it didn't. Very frequently I feel it when I need to be productive (ie school stuff) or in public. These moments, it's distracting and I can't act on it to make it go away. I've got ADHD...

Hahaha, I'm glad shruggender made ya giggle or something.

Truth be told I'm not sure I have any way of knowing, there's nothing feminine in my wardrobe.

Hi all, For context, I realized I wasn't quite cis at 16, but I just simply decided back then that academics was more important than self discovery so I felt comfortable not understanding my own gender identity. It would be 3 years before I opened that box for realsies and another before I apply the...

I'm not too sure how this board works but I'm leaving a reply here in case this lets me get notified when a post is made here. I'm experiencing very similar problems. ;W;

From the way you're phrasing it, it sounds like there's a chance they didn't hear you. I think that if you keep quiet about it you're safe. They might not even have heard. But just in case, I think it's good to have an excuse at the top of mind. (After all, it seems like you have a reason to conceal...