Well, I've lately been trying a trick of going for a new look to focus on that instead... sort of does distract me and makes it go away for longer. I'm going to keep this up for now.

Very well worded but I'd say it's the more like middle ground between those 2. I don't get a super strong unstable sensation but it just doesn't go away. It will continue to return for months, maybe years. I'm right now convinced I'd prefer it to go but at times I'm not so sure. I'm just confused. I...

If I don't consider others while imagining myself having gained weight I still feel like I'm missing on something, it's still bad but to a lesser extent I'm fairly positive it's that way, I find it pleasing, exciting and whatnot even though it's not in me right now Of course I very well may technica...

Yes, that's pretty much what it seems to be about, in a way having and feeling the things I'm attracted to so to speak...? BUT thinking it the cold, rational way I think I might enjoy it's absence in me more (For example I touch the small bit of tummy I do have and go like "more", but then...

Hi thanks for answering It just happens to me randomly at any time, when I just feel out of nowhere like "yeah I would love it", but it will always happen to me when I get aroused. I sort of just find large soft bodies more comfortable to touch and fun to move around if it makes any sense....

Ok so I'm not sure I'm being 100% accurate with how weird and seemingly contradicting this is but I'll try being as simple and clear as I can I am seeing a therapist but I just can't talk face to face about it The thing is that I'm not sure I feel satisfied with my body as it is, and got some sensat...