I think I just fucked up. I got upset and sent a text that never should have been sent Following that text she said that she is done, and wants us to go our separate ways. I don't want that but at the same time it's my fault this happened. I just let my emotions get the better of me, again. Now I th...

I just need to find the right groups then I think I will be able to slowly open up more

Thank you this has really helped

I just told my friend that I am going to nit be so pushy and I'm going to not text her so much for right now.

Yeah I think that an online community would help. It would let me start small and slowly work my way up. As for my coworkers yes I do still work with them, but everything that I was invited to do was because they already had the plans and the things required But I think an online community might help

Yes thank you it does help, unfortunately the only few people that I have spent time with were from one of my jobs, and even then it was only when they asked if I wanted to join. I'm not the type of person to initiate something, if someone asks if I want to join then I will, but I'm not going to say...

Yeah i think that branching out will help, but I'm just very specific about who I associate with, communicate with, and interact with. But if I can find the right people than I think it will help. Unfortunately the other issue that I have only lightly touched on about her is that I am strongly sexua...

The place I live there are some places to go and some things to do if you can find them, my friend had better luck because she moved to the houston area. She had more opportunities than I do. The people that I do talk to are usually people I work with. I have a thing where I keep my professional lif...

The changes she made was she moved halfway across the country, knowing no one and nothing. She put herself in a position were she had no choice but to meet new people It is something that I am considering, but I have so many things that I need to figure out first. Just I don't plan on moving half wa...

It doesn't help that she is the only person I am comfortable enough with to learn new thing, try new experiences. As it is now she is the only person how I feel comfortable enough to have sex with and again she knows this, but I know it will never happen. I've never had a sexually, physically, or em...

No I haven't, I'm not the type of person who shares my feelings with other people. The only person who I'm comfortable sharing my feelings with is the same person who they are about. I have had multiple conversations with her, and every time it helps, I get something from it. She is like me in this ...

It's hard because I am scared of being judged, I don't want people taking about me behind my back. So meeting new people has always been a challenge for me. Like I said I respect my friends choices and decisions. I stand by her and am there if she ever needs help but I just have strong emotional and...

Thank you for understanding I currently have 2 jobs and what time I do have I try to spend on myself. I don't get out to often and I really don't like going places or doing new things alone. I fill out of place and usually just leave or give up. I get overwhelmed and try to find a spot away from oth...

Thank you That helps. It helps to hear it from someone else. When i meet her, I wasn't even looking for a relationship, it just happened. I'm not the type of person who is outgoing or who puts myself out there. I've never been in a relationship before, so this is all new to me. What I do know is tha...

She is now my best friend and we spend whatever time we can together, but sometimes that time together hurts me. When I'm with her, I feel happier and more relaxed, I can talk to her about things I can't tell anyone else. When I leave I feel myself closing off again. All these feelings are new to me...

I meet this girl 5 months ago, we hit it off really quick as friends. The first day we meet we had a 2 hour conversation and we learned a little about each other. It was then that she told me that she was gay and doesn't want to have a relationship with a guy. The following weeks she was in a positi...