Thank you for replying Latha:) I really appreciate it and feel heard. When you said that keeping in mind that it can still be just simple curiosity and not malicious intent, but still impact me, that really helps me validate my feelings. I also did struggle with terrible intrusive thoughts for years...

Hi! If you can’t help, no worries:) I’ve spent years thinking about this but i’ve never been sure and never told anyone abt this, but now recently learning abt COCSA i’m wondering if it’s slightly that. When I was younger, i’m really not sure what age I was, might’ve been 4th/5th grade, I allowed my...