I really appreciate your response. He definitely wouldn’t push me or anything like that he’s very sweet and understanding. i guess the anxiety of it is more… selfish? i want to be able to feel good with him and i am a very sexual person so it’s more or less me just being disappointed with myself. Wh...

I am an 18 year old FTM and i have never been able to finger myself. I am embarrassed. I have a LD (long distance) boyfriend who is also FTM and we both do not plan on getting bottom surgery for sexual and personal reasons. I’ve always had a problem with not being able to finger myself but i know my...