Thank you for the advice and, again, for how understanding you are. Maybe that could help, yes. However, I think that for a while I will abstain till I feel like I am in control of my own emotions and when I decide to try getting sexual again, I was thinking of following the buddy method... I think ...

Hi! Thank you for taking the time to read and being so detailed in your answer! It does make me feel better and I truly appreciate your response. I am seriously considering seeing a mental health professional soon, as well. As you said, I think what is truly going on is that I am obsessing over a lo...

Hello! Last time I had intercourse - July 18th, 3 days before my expected period. It was also the first time I had sex, actually. We used a condom and it did not break. However, he took it off at one point and masturbated. He used the same hand to finger me, so the only fluid I came into contact wit...