Okay. So last time I sent a thing here, it was about not being able to feel good after masturbating. So, it turns out that was a sign of my depression being really bad. Which... well, isn't great, but at least now I can feel satisfied after! The problem is, sometimes I'm going about my day-to-day li...

Thanks for the advice. It helps.

The closest I've come to talking about my sex life in person was a parent asking me "what's that" about my vibrator while I was unpacking my luggage. I awkwardly told them, and they basically went "Oh. Sorry, that's your business, and I'm glad you're taking care of your needs", a...

Honestly, masturbating often makes me feel *less* dysphoric. The fact that there's something in my pants is often enough for me, even if the thing in question is a hand or vibrator or whatnot rather than a dick. I'm feeling pretty good on the SSRIs, and adjusting them plays havoc with my mental heal...

I don't really know the exact time. It feels good, and I keep going, but there's nothing particularly special about it, no specific point where I feel release. Sometimes I'm focused on fantasies, sometimes I'm just trying to deal with an urge. Eventually I stop, either because I need to do something...

It feels like I just plateau, and than... stay there. I'm still aroused, but I rarely feel any sort of release. Sometimes I feel satisfied, but I often just feel horny again soon after. I don't think I feel any involuntary muscle contractions, and I don't really notice any liquid other than the usua...

Wrote up a longer post but reloaded by accident and my browser ate it so you're getting the bullet points. [*] I'm on SSRIs, AFAB, and pre-transition. This might be impacting things. [*] I don't know what orgasm is meant to feel like, or if I've ever even had one. [*] I'm aroused all the time. Mastu...