I guess another aspect of that is I constantly feel like I have to live up to other people expectations of me regarding my sexuality. Sometimes I feel like the only way I can be as expressive as I would like is if I was in a totally foreign place for one day.
How do I deal with that?

Hi Andy,

Thanks for the resources. I guess it's something I'll have to continuously work towards. I think that cognitively I know I'm not doing anything wrong but when it comes to taking action these feelings keep on getting triggered.

I grew up in a strict, highly conservative Christian house where anything sex-related was never spoken about. I didn't even know the name of my sexual organs until I was 17 in a biology book. The only thing that was said about sex was that if you had sex it will either make you pregnant or catch a s...