I appreciate the reply and it helps a lot that someone thinks it could be the trauma too. I do have a therapist that I can work through it with, it’s just been hard and painful to bring up. I don’t really feel shame over it anymore, now realizing it was never my fault, but it’s still difficult to ta...

Hello. I’ve always considered myself ace and always contributed it to SA trauma from when I was younger, but now I’m starting to question things. I tend to masterbate a lot and often fantasize about having sex with my boyfriend during, but whenever I think about getting the courage to actually to do...