Thanks for your response. I’m not sure if I’m reminded of anything, I just feel intense anxiety and want to yell out “stop.” I do experience dysphoria and it could definitely be a factor, but it doesn’t typically cause anxiety like that. I want to experiment with penetration just to see out some fan...

Ive only ever used fingers and toys, but I can’t take penetration. The most I can take is one finger, two not being able to fit. It doesn’t hurt, but my body has unpleasant reactions. Physically, I get lightheaded and dizzy, maybe hyperventilating. Emotionally, I’ll be upset, anxious, and I might cr...