I again thank you for this response, it really helped me out things into perspective and made me think for a while. What I want to know when I bring this up to my brother just boils down to if he is okay. I just want to know that if what I did affected him in any sort of way. I want to be there to h...

I thank you for this response, it does help me ease some of the guilt and I can say with a full heart that why I did wasn't my proudest moment, I do understand that it was out of curiosity and back the I was just generally stupid and picking up the subtext or having any sort of comprehension when it...

I think I was a perpetrator of COCSA and I don't know how to move forward. I was finally able to uncover the full memory of what I did and I've been struggling with guilt and disgust in myself. When I was 7-9 years old I found what was essentially porn. I watched it regularly till I was around ten, ...