Thank you everyone who’s responded to my initial post. Your responses, as well as reassurance from some close friends. I’m actively looking forward to possible change and acceptance. My appointment has been moved to the 13th! And I’ll update y'all on what my therapist says and such. I do look forwar...

I plan to talk to my therapist this upcoming Friday. It will be a lot to unpack as this will seem rather sudden for me. She’s already aware of my anxiety and depression. If it’s okay, would it be best to show her this thread? As it includes a lot of the things that have been causing me distress. Plu...

I heavily believe it was a response from seeing something I take comfort in be placed into a scenario, that at the moment, is something I would rather not be in. Yknow?

Yeah I understand what you’re saying. Things may not line up, but I feel ever since I made that revaluation, I haven’t been able to have my normal fantasies either… And now, another problem has showed itself. Last night while I was browsing some fics that were nsfw, trying to spark some creativity, ...

Hi Sam, thank you for responding. To answer your first question; I think farts are gross. They’re a normal thing that happens in humans, hell even a healthy thing. But for some reason some part of brain goes “hey that’s the thing you’ve gotten of to for years!” And then my vag gets that telltale wet...

I need help and answers. I hate my fetish so much. And if you really have to know, it’s a fart fetish. There. Recently, it has been causing me a lot of distress and anxiety within myself and a sense of numbness through the past few days, especially when I’m not busy, which is frequently. I’ve had it...