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by Foreverl0st
Thu Nov 07, 2024 4:52 pm
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: Dont know if it is assault or not.
Replies: 35
Views: 1854

Re: Dont know if it is assault or not.

Yeah. It really helps looking at houses, apartments, job offers, clothes, furniture, stuff like that, that I'm not allowed now, but would want and might buy when I'm an adult.
by Foreverl0st
Tue Nov 05, 2024 1:36 pm
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: Dont know if it is assault or not.
Replies: 35
Views: 1854

Re: Dont know if it is assault or not.

Yeah.
Hopefully I can get an easier way to get things. Currently, I just try to convince my parents to let me go shopping with them, and then I sneak off and buy what I need in cash.
by Foreverl0st
Mon Nov 04, 2024 8:21 pm
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: Dont know if it is assault or not.
Replies: 35
Views: 1854

Re: Dont know if it is assault or not.

Sadly, I don't have access to an ID, nor would I be able to get to a post office. I could try using delivery instructions to tell them to put it in a large bush we have in front of our house, but since my parents are almost always home, that might be risky if theyre actively expecting a package. Oth...
by Foreverl0st
Sun Nov 03, 2024 3:09 pm
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: Dont know if it is assault or not.
Replies: 35
Views: 1854

Re: Dont know if it is assault or not.

My money will probably be safe, and even if not, it's still the best option. I can get to it and use it if I need to. So if, say, I needed to run away, I could get to a nearby ATM and drain it, and use the cash for anything I need. Mostly its just hiding stuff in general, though I also was wondering...
by Foreverl0st
Sat Nov 02, 2024 6:18 pm
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: Dont know if it is assault or not.
Replies: 35
Views: 1854

Re: Dont know if it is assault or not.

My parents can check the funds, and take money out, but currently its my best option.
Yeah, I have a jar of rocks that I can hide small things in the bottom of.
by Foreverl0st
Sat Nov 02, 2024 11:01 am
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: Dont know if it is assault or not.
Replies: 35
Views: 1854

Re: Dont know if it is assault or not.

They won't take and wash it, because the actual pillow is memory foam and will destroy the washing machine. And if they take and wash the covers, they won't be able to see the items hidden in it. Probably either cash hidden in the pillow, or in a savings account they watch. If they know I have a job...
by Foreverl0st
Fri Nov 01, 2024 2:17 pm
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: Dont know if it is assault or not.
Replies: 35
Views: 1854

Re: Dont know if it is assault or not.

I do have stuffed animals and can sew, but my parents would notice. Currently I hide smaller items inside a memory foam pillow.
Alright, thank you for letting me know.
by Foreverl0st
Wed Oct 30, 2024 9:51 am
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: Dont know if it is assault or not.
Replies: 35
Views: 1854

Re: Dont know if it is assault or not.

The search process for a job isn't going the best, but I do yard work for a few different people. sadly, due to my friend's constantly changing schedules, we can't set up an organized time for us to both be on discord. However, usually she can be on whenever I need to message her. I guess I'm feelin...
by Foreverl0st
Tue Oct 29, 2024 1:31 pm
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: Dont know if it is assault or not.
Replies: 35
Views: 1854

Re: Dont know if it is assault or not.

I'm working on getting a part-time job, since that extra money would also be helpful when I turn 18 and am able to move out. Sadly, it's not really possible for me to see my friends more, though I can chat online with some of them on sites like discord safely. (I have three email addresses my parent...
by Foreverl0st
Mon Oct 28, 2024 7:37 pm
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: Dont know if it is assault or not.
Replies: 35
Views: 1854

Re: Dont know if it is assault or not.

Yeah. Mostly, I just plan to tough it out until I turn 18. Its not much more than two years, and it sounds a LOT less scary then trying the whole CPS route again. I got in so much trouble when they came last time, lost all my devices and privacy, and was never allowed to be alone. For almost a year ...
by Foreverl0st
Mon Oct 28, 2024 4:07 pm
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: Dont know if it is assault or not.
Replies: 35
Views: 1854

Re: Dont know if it is assault or not.

I don't think I want to.
I'm scared.
by Foreverl0st
Mon Oct 28, 2024 12:42 pm
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: Dont know if it is assault or not.
Replies: 35
Views: 1854

Re: Dont know if it is assault or not.

I don't know who the caseworker was.
I never really got to talk to anyone, apart from the police officer who mocked me and wouldn't let me get a word in.
They found my parents and talked to them, and just them, without ever even giving me a chance to be part of the conversation.
by Foreverl0st
Mon Oct 28, 2024 11:39 am
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: Dont know if it is assault or not.
Replies: 35
Views: 1854

Re: Dont know if it is assault or not.

I've called CPS before, and it didn't go well.
A police officer laughed in my face, called me crazy, and walked off.
I got in so much trouble, and there was no benefit.
They just looked at my parents, shrugged, and drove off.
by Foreverl0st
Sun Oct 27, 2024 2:53 pm
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: Dont know if it is assault or not.
Replies: 35
Views: 1854

Re: Dont know if it is assault or not.

No to both of those. Essentially everyone I know, apart from one friend my age, will put what my parents, specifically my father, says at higher priority than what I say. They'll just tell him that I told them, dad will say I lied, I'll get punished, and loose that friend. And since my one friend wh...
by Foreverl0st
Sat Oct 26, 2024 1:10 pm
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: Dont know if it is assault or not.
Replies: 35
Views: 1854

Re: Dont know if it is assault or not.

He sometimes hits and yells, and has made it clear that if I resist, he'll just use physical force to get what he wants, but I've never actually resisted enough for him to need to, I'm too scared.
by Foreverl0st
Fri Oct 25, 2024 12:29 pm
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: Dont know if it is assault or not.
Replies: 35
Views: 1854

Re: Dont know if it is assault or not.

He's my father, so, since I'm homeschooled and he works from home, we're near each other essentially 24-7.
It's just so off-putting because I know he respects everyone else's boundaries.
by Foreverl0st
Fri Oct 25, 2024 10:40 am
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: Yeast infections
Replies: 12
Views: 1773

Re: Yeast infections

I'm homeschooled, so that is not an option.
by Foreverl0st
Thu Oct 24, 2024 6:48 pm
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: Dont know if it is assault or not.
Replies: 35
Views: 1854

Dont know if it is assault or not.

So someone in my life, has made a habit of putting his hands on my legs, whenever possible. The majority of the time, I either move away, or remove his hands, but usually after 5-10 minutes, he moves them back. It makes me really uncomfortable, and I'd tell him to stop, but I'm scared, because he's ...
by Foreverl0st
Thu Oct 24, 2024 2:50 pm
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: Yeast infections
Replies: 12
Views: 1773

Re: Yeast infections

It sounds good.
It was an adult, not a fellow teen my age.
And since they were, up til then, the only adult I trusted, I don't know if I can tell anyone else. Since what most of the rest of them say tells me it'd go just as badly.
by Foreverl0st
Mon Oct 14, 2024 9:38 am
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: Yeast infections
Replies: 12
Views: 1773

Re: Yeast infections

Thanks for telling me how the doctor appointment would go, and the link ill definitely check out.
Yeah, I told people, and got laughed at. So I don't talk about it anymore.
by Foreverl0st
Sun Oct 13, 2024 3:32 pm
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: Yeast infections
Replies: 12
Views: 1773

Re: Yeast infections

Um. I could ask my parents, but I'm only really allowed one major medical issue every two months, and just a month ago I got a UTI, so asking too soon will get me in trouble.
Knowing what that appointment would look like would be helpful though.
by Foreverl0st
Fri Oct 11, 2024 8:21 pm
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: Yeast infections
Replies: 12
Views: 1773

Re: Yeast infections

Um. Really thick, white, discharge with no scent. It itches and burns a lot, and there's often a rash in that area. Usually it gets worse over 2-3 weeks, and then slowly fades out. Comes back 2-5 weeks later. Since nothing I use in that area is scented, and for comfort reasons I usually change out o...
by Foreverl0st
Sat Oct 05, 2024 12:22 pm
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: Yeast infections
Replies: 12
Views: 1773

Yeast infections

For the past few years, I've been getting a lot of yeast infections. Like, at least one a month. I don't know why, by what would be some possible causes/solutions
by Foreverl0st
Thu Aug 29, 2024 9:50 am
Forum: Got Questions? Get Answers.
Topic: Uncomfortable about my body. (and kinda my gender)
Replies: 15
Views: 2724

Re: Uncomfortable about my body. (and kinda my gender)

I'll see if the article's ideas will work, and if not, then we could try and brainstorm for ideas. And I'll also check the different fandoms at the end, see if any fit my wants, and if there aren't any good ones, I can ask. I don't really have that many friends, and the majority of my social time is...
by Foreverl0st
Thu Aug 29, 2024 9:46 am
Forum: Got Questions? Get Answers.
Topic: Maladaptive daydreaming?
Replies: 4
Views: 1526

Re: Maladaptive daydreaming?

Maybe, but I do sometimes find it hard to focus because I'd rather just be daydreaming, which is the main thing that worries me.