I've an appointment with a therapist in a public structure, but I read that generic therapists are not good for OCD. I read that usually the memory you have before OCD flare up is the most reliable, but how do I know if OCD wasn't already messing with me since the beginning? Should I trust my instin...

Hi, I really need help. I suffered from OCD basically all my life(since 15-16 and now I'm 33). Harm OCD, fake memories, OCD about mortal illnesses: I had them all, and I've been under therapy for that and also depression with a psychiatrist who prescribed me medications(this was around 17-18) for a ...

Thanks a lot for answering.
I think deleting it would "help me to have a sort of closure". I know it sounds stupid but OCD makes me think a lot of stupid things.

I'm sorry to bother the moderators, and I'm not even sure this is the right place, but I was wondering if it's possible to delete a post I created. My OCD is making me go constantly back to that topic feeding my sense of shame and paranoia. I'm grateful for the help I was given, but I think I would ...