Yeah its been a long process so far and its so painful to talk about most of the time it starts to hurt to much and i just bottle it back up. I am going to therapy and have been for a while, but its really hard to talk about this in person. I do actually, what do you think are signs and warnings of ...

Thank you for replying so quickly, and yeah i kinda know it was abuse but its like i keep backpedaling on it every time it comes up and just circling the question. Ive never been able to be like this was abuse, this happened to me and it was wrong but im going to move on. So it just keeps eating awa...

First off trigger warning, second i am safe and out of the relationship and have been out of it for a year now, but it has been tearing me apart ever since. When the relationship started, i said i didnt want to have sex i wanted to wait till either marriage or moving in with my significant other. He...