Thanks that's a good idea! I think my next steps in the situation will be to try and find a new community which your words have given me more motivation to try and pursue. Most of these true friends are not part of the community but that might actually be a good thing as they helped me realise that ...

No I have never been banned from discord before. Maybe I haven't blown my chance buts it a serious setback. I have kept my interest in this kink a secret as I know people will act a bit strange or might make fun of me, however I have spoken to a few true friends online which has helped a bit. Basica...

Basically the discord has an 18+ policy which I think is a good thing. I said in the post that I was stressed with A level mock results (These are exams people take in England when they are 17 or 18 so I guess there was a potential of me being underage.) The person I spoke to said "if someone d...

Hi all so after the last few months I have been part of an online kinky community. It nice to have a community where everyone has a shared interest and I had developed perceived online friends. Basically in this discord there is a section called Safe Space where you can talk about things that might ...

Hi thanks for your detailed reply, I have listened to the podcast and the article of development both which were really useful. I think what I am trying to get out of this kind of conversation might be support and help. A lot has happened over the last week and I am rather upset, can we move this to...

Hi thanks for reply, I honestly wasn't expecting to get his much advice. To elaborate on my previous response; since this incident occurred, I thought it would be good to talk more openly about sex and sexuality with my parents. I thought because what I was listening to was "soft porn" it ...

The reason I want to talk about this media is I used to be a bit addicted porn (not any more). I didn't tell them as I knew they probably would have been cross with me watching it. I wanted to talk to the parents about the media I was consuming as the cat is out of the bag so I guess I had nothing t...

Hi KierC thanks for your empathetic words. I read the 2 links you sent which I found very informative particularly: About the Talk with your parents. I summoned up the courage to speak to them and now have established good boundaries for privacy. I tried to broach the topic of the type of media I co...

Hi all this is my first time posting so I apologize in advance if my post is in the wrong channel. Recently I have developed a erotic hypnosis fetish which makes me feel really good and relaxed, when I listen I go really deeply under. I was listen to this content and masturbating a few day ago when ...