Thanks for the quick reply taylor_alyse. I'll start off withthe attention thing, its definitely a red flag for most people that I talk to as well. Even my mom thinks it is, (For clarification here, I talk to her a bit, but not more than I have to. I don't really know why. She doesn't know about a lo...

(There is a considerable amount of background story here, you can skip to the main point at the bottom. But it might be helpful to get some backstory.) Ok, this may be fairly light compared to some other things posted here but I feel the need to talk about this. I recently (recently, recently, almos...