Yes. I'm talking to her tomorrow morning about meeting next week.

My substitute science teacher also is giving me her contact info so we can stay in touch and can talk over summer. She was the teacher I told. I trust her.

Yes. Well only in my Spanish class but that's the class with the most talkers so it's good. The officer said he had to report legally but couldn't fully investigate without my wanting to. I just don't feel good I'll be heard if I decided to seek charges. She's a cheerleader. I'm nothing. And she has...

My friend's mom is willing to counsel me. She's a few months from being certified.

I have a close friend. She's the only one I've told. She's been very supportive. Her mom has been too.

Ever since the abuse ended I've had this need to have control. Food was my way of having control. As in, I simply won't eat. Not because I think Im fat but I see food as something that controls me that I can control. Right now, I'm doing okay I guess. My friend's mom told me to think of my body as a...

Makes completely sense thanks you. I express myself through painting and poetry. My eating habits are my main concern.

I talked to an officer at school about what happened. I didn't want to at first. I had told my science teacher who of course had to report it and yeah. It was okay. I'm not pressing charges. Class was hard today. Everyone was talking about me. They all think what she thinks. Completely consensual. M...

So I have been through so much in this past weekend. And anyway a counselor I got to talk to told me to care for myself this week. The problem is I don't quite remember how.

So I was curious of what ways do you guys practice self care or recommend?

Also, yes I have used that hotline. It's very helpful thank you.

Yes. She's homeschooled. I don't have to see her. Or text her. I don't want to.

One of my good close friend's mother is a counselor. I talked to her today. We talked about this weekend and my childhood. She said I need to focus on self care this week.

I went over my friend's house and like we smoked weed. I was okay with that. I thought we would just do that and talk you know. She had something different in mind. I felt very weird. She started kissing me. Pushed me back on the bed. Things were in and out. I could see my body moving buy in my head...

Thank you. I appreciate the support. It's hard not to believe I waste people's time. I dont think I'm helpable.

Im struggling so much tonight. I feel more here but more in pain. I just woke up from a nightmare and its like I can't breathe. I dont understand why this is so hard. I just want to recover and be okay. But its like the world is against me. I'm tired of everything. I'm so absolutely tired. Tired of ...

My mom isback. I locked my door. I feel safer that way I can't make calls with her home. I should've before. When alone. I'm stupid. Sorry. I dont feel like myself.

Im not ok. My head is so fuzzy. I feel floaty. Haven't been here since church. Triggered me my pastor. I can't remember what he talked about. Just scratching my leg trying not to slip into a flashback. I dont want to be alone. I feel unsafe. So scared. Monsters want to come back. I feel small. Im no...

It all just sucks. I have to hold things in or deal with them alone just not to have to be investigated. Its like as soon as the word abuse is in the air so is the police.
I wish I never told anyone. I should've just kept it too myself.

If you really think its worth a shot then I'll the school psychologist. No between stressing getting help/ support and school I have done absolutely no self care. Ive been eating more than usual and drinking water. Hygiene has been good too. But as far as like taking a break and breathing. No. And s...

All I wanted was counselling. It's no secret that I need it really bad. I've received it before because it was mandatory by the court. But only for 12 weeks. And it wasn't enough. The court had arranged a low pay setting so my mom could afford it. But after week 12 the prices spiked. However my mom ...

Can you help me make a plan?

I didn't know about the chat option that you mention. I know she blocked the major sites.

I actually talked to my counsellor last week. I planned a meeting this week.


My mom scolded me last night for asking for therapy. Because of cost.

Yes, I follow you. Yes he knows where I live and attend school. No he hasnt really threatened. My mom does random phone checks in which she takes my phone and goes through all my apps, messages, history, etc. Then, if she finds even a silver of suspicion she scolds me and keeps my phone for x amount...

Yes, I would like to discuss them. With my boyfriend, he easily feels guilty about anything bad happening to me. He feels like it's his job to keep me safe from other people. I do want his support but I dont want him to feel bad for not being able to protect me the way he wanted. I know the number t...

I didn't really know where to put this so I just found here somewhat appropiate. I've been extremely lonely. My sister is prepping for college and although that's 7 months away she spends less and less time at home. She is only 16 but is graduating early. I'm a year younger than her but I still have...

I'm panicking. I saw him at a store. The guy who hurt me. He didnt approach me. He was with a woman and a little boy. I guess his wife or gf. He just smiled at me. I felt frozen. I never wanted to see him again. What if he lives in my neighborhood. I was with my sister. I'm home now. And I am just o...

Thank you guys very much.