That's a good idea, I'll give it a try! Thanks for all your help and for listening to all my confusion. <3

A little nervous, a little hopeful. I know even if she doesn't really understand that she will try to be there for me. I just don't know how I will react to actually saying it to someone. I never imagined when I wrote my first post here that it would make me as emotional as it did. It really opened ...

Just saw your second post, I see what you're saying. I did go read more into the term genderqueer and the different takes on it and they talk alot about behavior as a part of it too and it's true that I don't like being forced into 'female' type behaviors. I've always been a very tomboyish girl and...

Ok, my thoughts are all over the place but I'm going to try to get them down on here. The thing with the 'comment' is I honestly had not given a thought to that side of it before reading that. Until that point my thoughts had been, well about me, that I was finally ready to take the first step and ...

I know logically there must be a man or men out there who will accept me but it did rattle me that in all my 24 years I've yet to meet one. I'll clarify after reading that 'comment' I realized I'd never met a man accepting of woman like that.

I read through the article and I see what you mean about the difference now. I still wish I had something to actually put on what I am, the closest thing I've ever heard is 'shemale' and not in a positive way, just to not feel so 'lost' about it. Do you know if there are any forums or groups on her...

I've never heard the term genderqueer before, what does it mean? Ah the power of Bing. That's what I was thinking before when I thought I might be trans gendered but I wasn't sure since I don't want to be a man.

I'm open to talking to anyone, she was just the only one talking to me over there.

When I realized it was my gender identity I moved to that forum and have started talking to Karyn. Just waiting to hear from her.

Thank you for replying to me and for the kind words. Well, I was searching for other women like me, their stories or maybe a group or forum, and if there's a 'name' for us. The closest thing any of the search engines could give me were women who felt like they were gay men trapped in female bodies....

I'm a woman who wants a penis. It's not a 'phase', it's not 'penis envy'. I don't want to fully become a man, just the thought of having a penis feels right to me. I've felt this way for a long time and in all my sexual fantasies I have a penis. Even if I actively try not to have one as soon as I g...

Thank you for getting back to me. I did read through a few of the forums here and it did show me that it's not my sexual identity but my gender identity. There weren't any that fit what I feel exactly though, I know I don't want to fully be a man so I don't think I can be considered trans gendered. ...

I'm a straight? woman, I find other women sexually attractive but don't tend to get along with them, and I often find myself imagining I have a penis when I'm masturbating. I'm still with a man in my fantasies and everything else about me is the same, I just have a penis and I find the thought VERY...