Thank you so much. You're right. What he did, I don't think I can ever forgive him and to him, what I did he won't forgive me. It just hurts because we did really try, but we couldn't move on from what the other had done. (as you said.) I'm just surrounding myself with friends and family. Telling my...

I definitley feel safe right now.

But, I just wanted to know like, why do I feel guilty? i mean did I really cause and make a mistake? He keeps blaming me for his actions and while I feel hurt, why Do I feel wrong? Isn't it ok to make mistakes and learn? i feel like i'm in the wrong here?

I wanted to add more: He told me this "Your looks are powerful, and you abuse the power, and you know i can't resist it." I'll always love him, he taught me how to love, how to hate, how to give someone you're absolute all, but I just don't know, i just thought he was the one for me. I kno...

Hello, :) I've been very confused, frustrated, and hurt the past couple of days, and would love to hear your advice in order to help me move on. Here's my story: I was in a relationship for 8 years, it was very on and off. I was 13, and he was 14. Now he's 21, and I'm almost 21. We were kids, growin...