Thanks for the replies, that helps put this in perspective for me. I've been taken pictures since I was 9, I know that I know pictures never tell the real story, I don't even keep pictures myself that even remind me of a bad time. And I did feel bad about what happened but I aimed it more to myself,...

I feel like my story is long but this looks like the perfect place to post. This site has been very helpful to me before. I've been in the same relationship for 6 years now. We were engaged by the end of our first year but never got married due to many things, lack of money, living space, some drug ...