I think I'm going to see if I can co tact them via email as I really struggle on the phone I'm back at my go in Monday I think I may try writing down everything for him

I don't know that i want to do anything in this day and age all he will get is a slap on the wrist and add fuel to the fire he might have forgotten about me it's been a while since he messeged me I just want to be able to forget

I'm only posting this as nobody knows my name but I told him I wouldn't have sex with him in my car that's when he snapped and starting pushing me about and he hit and grabbed me left me covered in bruises during this he took my clothes off I couldn't stop him he was to string and he took Photos and...

In my area even if I changed gp they couldn't refer me anywhere as there is only One Place and they don't think I need help. I guess it just helps talking about it for ages I was feeling so guilty and dirty that I've I'd just given him what he wanted I would have been ok

I've already been to my doctor many times about my depression anxiety issues and he just brushes them off makes me feel gully and I've been for an assessment with a councillor and they refused me any treatment said all I needed was a life coach I don't want to be let down again it hurts to much

He knows where I live and still had the photos he took but as fas as I know he's moved a couple hours away for work my anxiety was manageable before but now it's triggered panic attacks I cannot even go into a shop alone or first

I suffer with anxiety and depression and I'm terrified to have sex with anyone I don't know who to talk to

I'm not wanting to out to much detail on here but last year I met up with this guy a mutual friend and up till this point he was lovely and we stopped the car to just chat and he grabbed me and kissed me this was my first kiss so and I suffer with bad anxiety problems so I started to panic and he wa...