1) honestly I don't know? I can't remember since it was so long ago and I was definitely even more confused about anything sexual back then so I tended just to avoid it. 2) No, I'm too embarrassed to even just admit I masturbate which is silly granted that it's one of those things everyone does etc ...

So, right before I turned 14 I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety and put on Lexapro and Trazadone. Over the years, Welbutrin was added to that mix. Now, I'm nearly 22 and over the past 8 years I've discovered that it's really, really, really difficult for me to orgasm. As in basically imposs...