I'm still feeling doubt on mom's behalf. Maybe she just is getting out of control of trying to control me? Maybe she had the wrong idea of masturbation all along? I don't know why I'm getting this feeling....

I planned on doing that, but there's still a chance she would call it to make sure its actually what it says on the tin.

Must be really cool being staff. Flip phones are extremely cool. I have feelings that mom is going to stay home since she just texted me what I wanted for dinner. Ironically, my sister was having a conversation with mom in the car about wanting to be involved in CPS. I might bike somewhere and try c...

Sounds like a really good plan. I have a flip phone
I'm scared they'll send the authorites after mom and she'll hunt me down for it. What will happen afterwards? How did you know my location even when I joked in my profile that it was Springfield?

I also don't really think a school nurse is cut out for that part.

I think I could get away with it, but I don't have any funds on me right now. I could steal some from my sister though.
I know I already said this, but since mom possibly won't be home, I wonder what to do..?

Not at the moment. I didn't receive any pills at all and maybe my mom is telling the truth. I still find it unfair that a psychiatrist would say ok to giving someone's medicine to their sibling without talking with them first.

I do have a school nurse. The psyciatrist's name is Dr.Bikari or something like that.

We didn't end up walking today, so I'm on the chrome book in health class right now. I think the reason why I do expose myself to others is mainly because of my hormones and such. Thinking of it a little bit is making me think that I don't actually deserve it like you said. Everyday since Tuesday ( ...

I do deserve it a little bit since I was being innapropriate towards older guys and such.

Hyperbole and a half :D! ( I saw the sidebar ) In two periods from now will be health class. We take a walk around the school which takes around 30 minutes or so. I wanted to talk to her but I don't know what or how to isolate her from other students she walks around with. I would likely need help p...

My mom isn't going to be at the house for a while after school today, but dad is going to "watch" me. I say that in quotes because since he is a disabled/traumatized veteran, he can't really do much except farm all day. I'm also looking into the article you sent me while doing some science...

I'm on a chrome book using the school internet right now. She went into it yesterday and I strangely did not receive the pill at all yesterday. I have grandparents who are the nicest I have at the moment. I have a nice Health teacher, My social studies teacher, Global Issues, and the such. I still h...

She was able to get in because I went onto her phone because I had to tell people how abusive mom was seeming that day. I thought I deleted it from the history, but it was still there somehow.

She makes threats to spank me but other than that, I don't really know. I just remembered that she went into my Gurl account and changed the password so I couldn't get into it. She said it was a disgusting site and for girls 18+ ( even though that was only a forum board ). Mom apparently reported ev...

Mom would still say something like I have no choice.
I couldn't go anywhere without mom pretty much. She even told me to stay off the highway because it was dangerous.

I was at school at the time, so it most likely could be a lie. The psychiatrist never talked to me but my sister apparently cried about my behavior in her therapy sessions.
We don't have buses in my small town. I always wanted to work somehow but I don't think there's anything right now.

Mom said I wasn't going to a psychiatrist anytime soon and apparently called the psychiatrist herself and now im forced to take the pills
A bus comes down my street and since I live away from town, there's a place at the end of the road to turn around at.

Mom said that there was a psychiatrist I have to go to next month or so. No the pedo was originally on Experience Project but we moved our chats to Facebook because the app and site closed down. I never biked farther than my house which is on a long empty road with other houses sometimes around it. ...

Sure, I'd be okay with that. On Gurl.com it was mainly with teens about a specific topic. I do have a bike but mom tells me to stay off the highway.
Mom hasn't done anything physically, at least nothing that I can remember.

Yep this was a school counselor. She interrogates me about constant chatting and got kicked off the computer when I wasn't playing the Sims. Mom orders the computer room wide open at all times.
I was looking to join Bowling but it's a winter sport.

Thanks for replying. I think I was supposed to put this in the Abuse forums, whoops. I told the counselor but she didn't seem to really care.
I can't do it again anyway because I have nothing that vibrates at the moment. I don't have any friends at all.

Ever since early April when mom found out I masturbate, she's been acting stricter than usual. On the first night, she forced me to sit on a couch for two hours while ranting about how bad it is and forced me to read a book on STDs. During these months, I kept at it behind her back by buying more ma...