I think mom has given information but I'm not quite sure.

I'm even noticing things like how she said I could run away if I didn't like her rules and she also asked me if I touched myself yesterday. I actually did with my dad's old electric razor. I took safety precautions too.

No appointment has been scheduled yet because they are currently on vacation.
I also found a note in my lunchbox of mom telling me how lucky she was to have me as her child, something she never did before....

I'll be sure not to talk about it anymore. Mom already thinks I lie with every sentence I speak though.

Im still being told the pills are for my eyes but I threw them in the garbage anyway. I was also told that masturbating could get me a serious disease and I would die from it or have my vag removed.

I also know you guys aren't doctors of any sort, but mom has also been telling me that the many bruises I'm getting on my legs might be from touching myself. Is this true?

Yesterday was so awful. Let me basically sum it up: - Took away cellphone after catching it in my shorts. - In the midst of her anger, she called me a stupid girl - Said she didn't give a crap if I cried or didn't talk to her - Forced room door open at all times -Said guys could masturbate because t...

What things I'm allowed to do on computer and such. Turns out she is actually is licensed when I looked closely at the label, So I must've mixed up the terms. Mom said that the pills were told to be in taken from my eye doctor for my scratched eye. I threw it away again instead. I broke down crying ...

I did dig around upstairs when both parents were distracted and found an old razor. Might probably try it when everybody is asleep. It is Friday, after all. I don't know the exact date because mom said they were on vacation. I always throw them in the trash no matter what and my sis is still taking ...

I looked everywhere for another item to do it with, but there was nothing. My toothbrush was even taken away and I had to use a manual one. I even confronted her about it and she said I was too young to be doing it and It was like being addicted to drugs with my behavior and such. For it, I was put ...

She said I was going to go soon but that was about it

So mom has been at it again. She found out about me touching myself and took away the razor I was using and said I was too young to be doing it and I got my pink eye from it. She thinks shes been giving me Prozac but it was actually my allergy pill. I did see half of a pill in my pill box but I thre...

We didn't make an appointment yet unfortunately.

I'll be sure to ask the therapist whenever I actually go. Thanks for specifing forum rules too.

I'm worried the therapist will tell mom though. I felt unsafe whenever I was anywhere in my town. I couldn't feel safe unless it was a room with no windows. I only told him my state and country, but I suppose he'd forgot that since it had been so long. That sounds great. I feel so weak and fearful a...

Ever since Early April, I've been drastically different. All because of me having a run in with someone I now deem a pedophile. We met on IMVU and he convinced me to get a Skype account two years ago. I ended up doing so which lead to many uncomfortable video calls. My boyfriend told me to leave him...

yep.

Its okay .
I didn't flat out say it till the last post because of my concern of mom getting into my account again even though I delete it from history and everything.

She hasn't read it at all lately.

What? I didn't hurt myself at all!
I used it to masturbate.

Mom has been acting better and gave me a hug when I kept my grades at As and Bs. I decided to not tell any staff for now at least. My counselor is referring me to another therapist. I don't ever talk much to other people since I spend most of my time in my thoughts. When digging through a drawer in ...

Things are going okay. The counselor is referring me to a therapist to help me and apparently told mom that touching myself was okay.
I was denied buying anything that vibrates when I went shopping with her last week.

sure id like that. the pc is now moved to the livingroom now.

I recall my mom saying the reason I'm on these forums is just so I can find someone with my same opinion.

A therapist. Its very sunny out but I don't know how to do it without guided tracks.