She in there because she usually explains things more in depth. It definetly was worth a try :/.
I do usually meditate whenever things are rough, but im banned from upstairs and don't have my IPod which had my guided tracks on it.

Here's what my mom emailed my Gurl friend: "I don't want you talking to my daughter at all on the internet or at school. If I hear of any kind of contact with my daughter i will be forced to contact authorities about you conduct. What kind of friend are you to give advise anyway. ???????"

My sister was reading my list to her and told her I needed them.
I feel like the staff here is convincing me to do all things wrong. I only dialed the toll free number sent to me.
Don't call at all please.

I would like to see alternative ways of updating. Don't call anyone right now, it will just cause more trouble. I already embarrassed myself as it is. I'm pretty sure mom and my sister are right about helping me, except about touching myself. I think I am the insane and crazy one. My sister got me t...

Maybe I deserved this. I think I'm going crazy for actually going through with this and just getting myself in deeper trouble. I don't know what to exactly say to my health teacher. I didn't tell them anything but my family's names, my age, and my county.

I think I should just keep quiet but still keep everyone updated. My mom did say to not tell others about your private life.

I did make the call but it didn't really help much because she said to go to the counselor. She said I needed to get closely monitored and possibly thought I was just a whiny teenager. My mom knows about it now that she snooped through my Gurl buddy's emails and saw a link to this forum. I do use th...

They argued that they actually were trying to help me. Geez, this all started because of mom not approving of her daughter masturbating....

I feel empty inside. I posted another thread about the CPS call on here. I'm starting to think I am crazy for actually going this far. Mom and my sister read this entire forum and also laughed at the list I showed her. Maybe she isn't being abusive at all since even the CPS didn't care that much. Sh...

I would take both. I'm worrying that they'll interrogate my mom or something like that.

From continuation of my last thread; http://www.scarleteen.com/bb/viewtopic.php?f=25&t=4651 I finally called them. All throughout the call, I felt extremely scared like I was making a big mistake. I didn't even get to list all 5 pages of what I wrote. I mentioned the pills I was being forced, ge...

My mom also stereotyped masturbating by saying it was something only little boys would do.

Plans got cancelled yet again when a storm hit around six :/

nobody ever checks underneath my shirt :3

Mom also said that the "psychiatrist" wants me to start the pills again next week and wants to see them in my system.

I finally get to go on for an hour after I "promised" my mom I would do schoolwork.
I plan on calling around 6 PM after I bike ride over to a trailer we own next door. How should I start the conversation?
after scrolling through my mom's chatlog with my sister, she knows about Gurl.com too.

I located my cellphone when I heard it vibrating on mom's table. I might make the call later.
mom said I couldn't go on computer anymore unless somebody was in the room with me.

I didn't get to make the call because my mom took my cellphone and DS away when I was caught with it last night. I'm planning to somehow find it and make the call. I made a list that is 5 pages so far on how much mom did to me these past 3-4 months. Don't worry, I kept it in a safe place I'm sure sh...

I keep having these mixed feelings about calling. It's around 90s outside so I can't do it yet I'm afraid. Plus this one call could change my whole future....

I'm feeling a bit ready to call. What time should I attempt?

Thanks for clearing most of this up for me. She actually started turning off the internet most of the summer and would always deny it was her although it was very obvious. I got the abusive 100% from only seeing it in movies and all that fake stuff. That all makes sense to me now. If CPS comes to in...

Well, I'll try again tomorrow...

My mom turned the internet off again >:( Anyway at church, I was crying really hard because of the effects of the pill and it got the attention of my grandpa. He came over and asked me about it and I told him I was forced pills I don't even need. A few minutes later, mom walked out and told me to st...

Thanks so much for the info. Turns out she isn't leaving today, possibly because she doesn't trust me. During the bus ride home, I couldn't help but process and think about this situation. When I had dinner, I studied mom's behavior and sayings. She was happy and didn't say anything mean at all. I a...

What if she somehow tracks the call down and listens to every word I've said about her?