That's okay, hopefully someone will be better suited to help and not afraid to engage.

Thanks for your time.

Yes that is quite the dump. I think we're both saying the same things. I know I'm the problem and frankly I'm trying my best to correct it. I just think that time is against me and that's why I'd rather kill myself. I don't want to finally heal myself and be at 40 years old, if I heal myself at all....

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I'm thinking of going to a sex club but I'm super nervous, there's a lot on the line. I mean if I succeed then I'll feel great but if I fail then I'll be crushed. Any tips?

I don't think I really feel inadequate, I am inadequate. I don't get dates, I don't have sex, I'm simply not attractive to anyone. I don't think therapy can really help and the more options I exhaust the more I just want to give up, even on this site. It seems to come down to what I think/feel sex i...

I have talked to a therapist. The feelings are caused by me not being in a relationship and feeling inadequate.

Not really. It seems for everyone sex is this easy thing and I'm just not getting it. The more we talk the more hopeless I get. At the end of the date I'll still be single and sexless and the only thing I really want for this site to make me feel like it's possible but it just sounds like I don't kn...

Honestly I'd just rather die to be honest. I'll probably keep going but killing myself and ending my life seems so great. No more pain, no more rejection, no more worry about getting laid or dates. It sounds awesome. I've looked at the body positivity movement. It doesn't seem to be for me. I've loo...

Sounds like a plan. The family is going great, constant communication and love. The friendships are also fine I have a strong group of friends that support me. I'm an actor and author so not many close friends lots of competition but good inner circle. Body issues have been around since I was a kid,...

Hey! I'm new and just looking for advice I guess. I've been really down on myself lately. I keep seeing people in love and in sexual relationships. I feel so left out and ugly. My past relationships have been the worst, abuse, lies, cheating. It has made it hard to trust women. I feel cursed and lov...