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by KittyPink
Tue Dec 06, 2016 9:48 am
Forum: Sexual Identity
Topic: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.
Replies: 60
Views: 23479

Re: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.

I do have a bag that would require minimal to no packing, and I have several friends who would pick me up and let me stay with them. And, triggers are unknown.

As for my friends, I don't really get to spend time with them outside of school. They can't come over either.
by KittyPink
Tue Dec 06, 2016 5:04 am
Forum: Sexual Identity
Topic: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.
Replies: 60
Views: 23479

Re: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.

Not really too much I can do to keep myself safe at home or when I can't get away, other than being in a different room as much as I can be.
by KittyPink
Mon Dec 05, 2016 7:19 am
Forum: Sexual Identity
Topic: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.
Replies: 60
Views: 23479

Re: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.

Never thought about contacting local resources. Although, I never would of if I did because of an incident with this over me getting hit (Although, apparently me calling my grandmother a bitch makes it fine for her to hit me?) almost landed me in juvy when I reported it.
by KittyPink
Mon Dec 05, 2016 7:02 am
Forum: Sexual Identity
Topic: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.
Replies: 60
Views: 23479

Re: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.

They aren't always home and I'll typically try to contact friends and the such then.
by KittyPink
Mon Dec 05, 2016 6:44 am
Forum: Sexual Identity
Topic: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.
Replies: 60
Views: 23479

Re: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.

Nope, she won't listen to anybody, she barely was even convinced to give me back my sketchbook over some incident with some non-pornographic NSFW art I had drawn.
by KittyPink
Mon Dec 05, 2016 5:53 am
Forum: Sexual Identity
Topic: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.
Replies: 60
Views: 23479

Re: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.

I was in the school's Drama Club and Diversity/Anti-bullying club before all of this happened. My grandmother made me quit after she found out.
by KittyPink
Sun Dec 04, 2016 10:01 am
Forum: Sexual Identity
Topic: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.
Replies: 60
Views: 23479

Re: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.

Not too many of my friends' parents know what's going on. And frankly, I don't think they would be able to help. As far as feeling out for the work or volunteering, I have no clue.
by KittyPink
Fri Dec 02, 2016 8:11 am
Forum: Sexual Identity
Topic: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.
Replies: 60
Views: 23479

Re: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.

There really isn't anyone I can trust in my family, either because their pawns to the abusive people or they are the abusers themselves. I'm not sure about the part-time work.
by KittyPink
Fri Dec 02, 2016 7:51 am
Forum: Sexual Identity
Topic: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.
Replies: 60
Views: 23479

Re: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.

I'm 16, if it says 17, it's incorrect. And no, I'm only in tenth. (Started late, almost have grad req.) And I'm planning on becoming an artist, so yeah. And I have been looking into college, as well as career tech classes. I don't really have a way to put money away.
by KittyPink
Fri Dec 02, 2016 7:07 am
Forum: Sexual Identity
Topic: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.
Replies: 60
Views: 23479

Re: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.

I have not much of a plan, so yeah, definitely working on plans on getting out.
by KittyPink
Fri Dec 02, 2016 6:47 am
Forum: Sexual Identity
Topic: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.
Replies: 60
Views: 23479

Re: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.

Not really, other than hang in there. I'm kinda stuck between a rock and a hard place.
by KittyPink
Thu Dec 01, 2016 8:23 am
Forum: Sexual Identity
Topic: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.
Replies: 60
Views: 23479

Re: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.

It was accompanied by some kink shaming and also yelling at me over talking about plans and stuff. And I glanced over the guide linked, I'll have to get back to you on that. I don't have the ability to stay after school. And the counselor I talk to and one of the teachers are aware.
by KittyPink
Thu Dec 01, 2016 7:47 am
Forum: Sexual Identity
Topic: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.
Replies: 60
Views: 23479

Re: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.

Getting caught, well, I'm unsure what exactly would happen. But, it probably won't be good. Counselors, friends and a few teachers at school I confide in. She doesn't have the password to the mac and I clear my history once a week. I'm not really able to get out of the house, at least to go anywhere...
by KittyPink
Thu Dec 01, 2016 7:02 am
Forum: Sexual Identity
Topic: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.
Replies: 60
Views: 23479

Re: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.

I'm only able to use the mac the school gave every student in secret, I don't have access to anything else and my grandmother caught on to me using it to talk to people before. So, essentially limited access to the internet. My friends are aware, and were aware beforehand. Other than that, online ga...
by KittyPink
Thu Dec 01, 2016 5:08 am
Forum: Sex & Sexuality
Topic: Wearing a collar in public spaces.
Replies: 4
Views: 2823

Re: Wearing a collar in public spaces.

Well, the closest thing I have to the collar is a dreamcatcher necklace I got based off of one of my friends quotes, an original one from them.
by KittyPink
Thu Dec 01, 2016 5:02 am
Forum: Sexual Identity
Topic: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.
Replies: 60
Views: 23479

Re: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.

I've been managing okay. Although, once I figured out the behavior was abusive I had a short period of time where I felt awful for knowing and the fact I shouldn't feel like this towards my family. However, I don't regret that realization. I'm having even more issues now because I've been almost com...
by KittyPink
Wed Nov 30, 2016 2:04 pm
Forum: Sexual Identity
Topic: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.
Replies: 60
Views: 23479

Re: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.

Yes, and some of these issues are a lot to cover in one day, mainly due to memory issues with some of it. Others, well... let's just say I get more than just a bit choked up. The nonacceptance is part of some of the philosophies that the abusive behavior stemmed from. And I have been getting therapy...
by KittyPink
Wed Nov 30, 2016 1:55 pm
Forum: Sex & Sexuality
Topic: Choking hazards?
Replies: 5
Views: 3287

Re: Choking hazards?

Still very dangerous though, hence why it's considered edgeplay.
by KittyPink
Wed Nov 30, 2016 1:54 pm
Forum: Sex & Sexuality
Topic: Choking hazards?
Replies: 5
Views: 3287

Re: Choking hazards?

About the only thing I would say, as with ANY play, is just be very vigilant with this when it comes to safety.
by KittyPink
Wed Nov 30, 2016 1:40 pm
Forum: Sexual Identity
Topic: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.
Replies: 60
Views: 23479

Re: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.

Well, due to absurd restrictions placed on me over a few messages talking about sexual interests with an ex of mine, as well as some secretive plans due to what they were. (Both my mother and my grandmother don't support me identifying as a female.) And just even remotely seeing (not even planning) ...
by KittyPink
Wed Nov 30, 2016 12:27 pm
Forum: Sexual Identity
Topic: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.
Replies: 60
Views: 23479

Re: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.

I haven't been in any relationships for awhile due to big issues at home, but I'm pretty sure she wouldn't cause a problem. And with almost everything I don't feel comfortable talking about her with, she has no respect for those boundaries.
by KittyPink
Wed Nov 30, 2016 12:23 pm
Forum: Sex & Sexuality
Topic: Wearing a collar in public spaces.
Replies: 4
Views: 2823

Re: Wearing a collar in public spaces.

For the most part, I'm okay. Just upset over it due to the fact even after me and that ex broke up, the collar still had a lot meaning to me.
by KittyPink
Wed Nov 30, 2016 10:43 am
Forum: Sex & Sexuality
Topic: Wearing a collar in public spaces.
Replies: 4
Views: 2823

Wearing a collar in public spaces.

Awhile ago an ex of mine had bought me a loose fitting collar for christmas. Although, it's more of an emotional thing than a sexual thing for me. I wore almost the entire school year, until my grandmother had took it away from me. It was a studded black leather collar with a ring in the center, and...
by KittyPink
Wed Nov 30, 2016 9:43 am
Forum: Sexual Identity
Topic: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.
Replies: 60
Views: 23479

Re: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.

I'm not sure about that, although I think she's getting the idea that me being poly means I'm going to go have sex with everyone I have a relationship with.
by KittyPink
Wed Nov 30, 2016 5:08 am
Forum: Sexual Identity
Topic: Mother is disapproving of me being poly.
Replies: 60
Views: 23479

Mother is disapproving of me being poly.

My mother is mainly using the fact it could put me at higher risk for STDs, and the fact it's "cheating" according to her. I'm sure neither of these are true. But, she won't listen to me.