I think I have almost the same "dialogue" in my head. But I was use to anxiety linked to studies (ah... prep schools...) but having anxieties linked to sexuality is really something new to me, and sometimes I fail to see the "it will get better" part. Today again, I had another f...

I tried to dig up some old Legos and Game Boy games I have to sort them and play a little bit with them - and this works a bit when the axiety isn't too strong. But when I have a more serious attack, I just can't do anything, as I will feel "guilty" to try to entertain myself in those mome...

So, I just had a relapse. Everything was going more or less fine for the last couple of days - but again, the date of her period came today, and her period did not start yet. It's still stupid, because all we did between the last period and now was a fellatio (I thought that that "simple" ...

I'm adding all these movies to my "To Watch" list. I haven't seen any of these movies yet, but judging by the way you present them, I've missed some gems

(Moonraker was my first Bond - I became a huge Bond-nerd after that. This sure is a weird start )

Hello! :) I don't know if this kind of post is allowed in this section, but reading the Self-Care article and being a cinephile, I was wondering what was your movies that you watch when you are feeling down to cheer you up? Movies that are beautiful, funny or "so bad they're good"? I would...

Well, I haven't a definitive list right now, but the first thing I did, was talking about the problem. Writing it here but also expressing it to myself (it might sounds weird, but putting real words on it and not just thoughts help me rationalize the situation), then I began my search for a therapis...

Thanks you very much for the links, I'll save the tumblr on my phone. I'm no longer a student, and I don't have any strong non-familial figure to talk to (the problems of living in the French countryside), but I'll look up with my health insurance. The thing is, I need to act. It's really exhausting...

Well, I think they would not understand why I would pick a complete stranger to help me and not them... But I tried in the past to talk about my anxieties (for my studies mostly), and it wasn't really successfull. It's quite hard to explain (I'm sorry if all this is a little confused), but I tried t...

First of all, happy new year to you all. I took some time away from the computer for the last weeks of 2016, and I kept in mind the last post. During this "break", my girlfriend fell ill - nothing too serious, a kind of viral gastritis - and got cured within a week. But again, my brain pla...

Well,... I’ve always wanted to do long studies and I was quite obsessed with the marks I had. My family kept telling me that having a girlfriend was somehow a risk for this and that I had to work really hard to achieve what I wanted. I had a first GF at the age of 18, not lasted long – she cheated o...

Maybe the part about the shame. I always fought that sex wasn't for me or it dad toi much to deal with... like I do not deserve it...

I don’t really know how to begin with all this, but I’ll try to stick with a chronological order. So, my GF and I got a sexy time two weeks ago, but something soft as she do not use the pill and I don’t want to have a complete intercourse with only one means of contraception (way too scared of this....