I guess we won't get anywhere like this, because I can't explain what is actually happening, sorry for wasting your time.

I just think it's something people normally wouldn't do, my friends are joking about masturbation so much that they made me think so, that it isn't normal to do (even if it's actually perfectly normal thing to do).

The act itself is kinda shameful for me, and only for me.

No, even being alone in my apartment and doing it still makes me feel ashamed.

That's...a good question, I don't know myself, really. I could say it's all because of bullying and being ashamed for atleast 2-3 years, or maybe because I'm extremley shy, but I actually don't know...

I guess it is the fear of people knowing and reacting badly, because of bullying I went through. The shame appeared around 5th grade in School, when I was starting to get bullied, but before the 5th grade I was fine, no masturbation shame, no shame at all. Shame wasn't encouraged, my mom even told m...

I kinda wanted to stop doing it a couple of years ago, fearing it will hurt me, then I was being bullied in school for many reasons, thus making me more shy than ever, and alot of things make me feel shame (not as bad as after masturbation, though), but I like doing it anyway, but the feelings preve...

Hello there! I've had this trouble for some time now, and I want to get rid of it. You see, when I'm done masturbating, I always feel sad and ashamed, but I like to do it. Feelings of shame and sadness prevent me from enjoying myself, how to deal with it? Is it wrong?