I have watched porn and such before and I like the feeling of having an erection and touching myself, but i cant bring myself to actually masterbate.

hello!I am a 13 year old male, and i have been very interested in masterbation, and i have rubbed/touched/stroked my genitalia for maybe 3 seconds at a time but I always stop myself, not because of a religion or anything, but I am scared of what it will feel like to ejaculate. In 5th grade we got &q...