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by kawani3792
Tue May 12, 2015 8:55 pm
Forum: Sex & Sexuality
Topic: Tell us about your sex education experiences!
Replies: 14
Views: 8556

Re: Tell us about your sex education experiences!

My sex ed experience: In 6th grade, I remember we had a unit on, basically, human anatomy. My teacher, at the beginning of said unit, goes "Okay, I'm going to get the giggle words out of the way, so we can go through this without everyone laughing. Penis, vagina, anus, vulva, breasts..." T...
by kawani3792
Fri Apr 17, 2015 10:19 pm
Forum: Supporting Each Other
Topic: Being okay with not being okay
Replies: 2
Views: 3078

Re: Being okay with not being okay

Ah...thank you for posting this. Like, major thank yous. If I'm feeling some flavor of not-good, I generally try to make it go away. Like most people, I think. I'll listen to music, I've got a fun little upbeat playlist on my iPod, and I'll lip-sync to songs that I know by heart and that I love, and...
by kawani3792
Wed Apr 15, 2015 11:26 pm
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: Hurting and confused and scared
Replies: 21
Views: 12390

Re: Hurting and confused and scared

Hi...I know I haven't been here in forever, but I thought I'd come by, and update. In early or mid March I called and got an appointment with a psych person...my job offers 6 free therapy sessions through a specific group as an employee benefit, and while I probably couldn't afford it if I were payi...
by kawani3792
Mon Mar 16, 2015 10:47 pm
Forum: Scarleteen Updates
Topic: Want a journaling space?
Replies: 28
Views: 20470

Re: Want a journaling space?

I'd love to be added if possible...I know that I should try journaling, but some issues mean that I'm not comfy writing things down in a physical space.
by kawani3792
Sun Nov 02, 2014 12:39 am
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: Hurting and confused and scared
Replies: 21
Views: 12390

Re: Hurting and confused and scared

I think...I've been working on trying to shut up my brain when it tries to pull the "You should be finding a therapist, you should be doing things, and if you aren't it's because you secretly want to be broken" bit. I'm doing the "This is part of the healing. The taking time to do thi...
by kawani3792
Fri Oct 31, 2014 7:52 pm
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: Hurting and confused and scared
Replies: 21
Views: 12390

Re: Hurting and confused and scared

I'm pretty sure I have words for here, but I can't come up with any at the moment-I haven't had time at home without my girlfriend around, where I can just sit down and collect my thoughts. But I did want to stop here and say thank you to everyone who is being really good and nice and you are helpin...
by kawani3792
Tue Oct 28, 2014 10:10 pm
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: Hurting and confused and scared
Replies: 21
Views: 12390

Re: Hurting and confused and scared

I know that...kinda. In theory. I'm just...I'm not good at this part. The actual healing part. I end up feeling like, if I'm able to go to a therapist, if I am financially able and I have found a therapist, then for me not to go means that I don't actually want to feel better. I'm letting myself fee...
by kawani3792
Tue Oct 28, 2014 12:15 am
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: Hurting and confused and scared
Replies: 21
Views: 12390

Re: Hurting and confused and scared

It's easier to do things when I know that it's a safe place. Like, Scarleteen is where I send teens and young adults, automatically. Just, default, 'hey have you heard of scarleteen dot com? They're really excellent and you should seriously go there.' Because this is one of the places where I know, ...
by kawani3792
Sun Oct 26, 2014 6:21 pm
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: Hurting and confused and scared
Replies: 21
Views: 12390

Re: Hurting and confused and scared

Thank you for the reply, Edith! I don't have a problem with anyone jumping in to offer their two cents, and I appreciate the reassurance. I'm sorry, I feel like I'm just...asking for permission to feel things? And it's annoying and stupid, but it does help, I think, when someone says that I am allow...
by kawani3792
Fri Oct 24, 2014 11:48 pm
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: Hurting and confused and scared
Replies: 21
Views: 12390

Re: Hurting and confused and scared

I was a young girl, and therefore didn't know anything about what could possibly be happening with my own body. I'm still a little bitter if I think about it. That would help, if you could? I know you can't be certain but the possibility would be wonderful. There is a website I can go on to find hea...
by kawani3792
Thu Oct 23, 2014 6:47 pm
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: Hurting and confused and scared
Replies: 21
Views: 12390

Re: Hurting and confused and scared

Thank you for understanding the googling thing...that is one of the hardest parts to explain or to even get right in my head, because it is so difficult to actually express the concept that it feels like that is just not an option, that that option simply does not exist and I don't even really know ...
by kawani3792
Wed Oct 22, 2014 11:39 pm
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: Hurting and confused and scared
Replies: 21
Views: 12390

Hurting and confused and scared

Heads up. There are going to be triggers, like, lots of them. *SERIOUSLY. MANY TRIGGERS. FOR CONSENT AND AGE ISSUES. THERE IS STUFF ABOUT SOMEONE TOO YOUNG TO LEGALLY CONSENT. I DO NOT WANT TO TRIGGER PEOPLE. IF YOU HAVE TRIGGERS ABOUT CONSENT OR PEOPLE ON OPPOSITE SIDES OF THE AGE OF CONSENT DO NOT...
by kawani3792
Tue Oct 21, 2014 12:09 pm
Forum: Got Questions? Get Answers.
Topic: New user now, but an old-timer at our old boards?
Replies: 64
Views: 190909

Re: New user now, but an old-timer at our old boards?

I was Kawani3792 there, and kept the same username. I completely forgot that you switched the boards around! Came here to ask about some stuff, and to my surprise, I had to re-register.