I don't think I feel it as much as I did and right now I'm just trying to learn how to be whole in a way that is good for me and doesn't hurt other people. I think the less than feelings left the more and more contact I was able to cut off from that person because it was easier for me to see and act...

I don't know if calling in is something I could do right now, but it's something I think I'd want to build myself up to doing in time. I just also don't want it to seem like an emergency or some big issue as I'm not with the person anymore and it's been a couple months since these situations happene...

Thanks for replying to me, means a lot. I think I will end up seeking in person help I'm just not sure when, because it's still hard for me to believe it could be something like rape or sexual assault because I feel like I didn't speak up enough and it eventually got to a point in the relationship w...

Everywhere I look online and most people I try to talk to define rape and sexual assault a specific type of way, in such a way that it leaves me confused on how to define things that have happened to me because I don't seem to fit that narrative but something still seems off, specifically in my last...

Hahaha yeah I’m really bad at writing hence the ramblinggirl86 name, I’ll try to fix it. Thank you though for your thoughtful answer it was really helpful and I appreciate it. Thanks you!

I think I need another perspective a lot and if I’m out of my place please tell me so despite how long this post is. I recently broke up with my bf and was getting paranoid that he didn’t tell people the truth about it as he’s sorta done that about other stuff in our relationship (ie. Told people he...