How do I get over a breakup without binge eating and crying and being on the brink of depression?

I’ve been having trouble in my LDR with my girlfriend(she lives in Kansas) and I don’t know if it’s failing or not. I always text her on Skype or try to call her but she’s never on or texts back. I don’t know if she’s busy or if she’s just avoiding me or not. I kept looking everywhere and it says no...

I’m 13 and I’ve been interested in the concept of DDLG/MDLG since I was 11 and I’m also currently questioning if I’m a little or if it’s normal to be interested in sippy cups, pacifiers, stuffies, onesies and being fed like a child. I really want onesies and pacifiers but I’m scared to ask my parent...