It's undecided as to what I need to ask exactly but for now, I have really appreciated the help I've gotten so far, and I have no further impeding inquiries. Thanks, Sian!

(To Sam W and amity) Thank you both, now I feel, at least in the slightest bit, more comfortable with myself and my feelings.

And to give you a little more context, I've always been attracted to people older than me, it's not something I sort of developed. Even when I didn't know what attraction was in my younger youth, now that I look back on it, I fancied older women. I mean, I didn't even know I was gay at that age eith...

To list an example, I dated this one girl, not too long ago, and I broke up with her because she expected too much from me. In my mind, expecting too much from a partner can be things like: - expects materialistic gifts, even if they put immense effort into creating something (I spent hours revising...

Yes, if I were to describe the differences in common traits between my age group and the group I'm attracted to I would say: - Maturity. A lot of people my age are extremely immature and expect way too much from their partners. - I find older people easier to talk to. Many of my friends say that I s...

For the longest time, even since my early years of elementary school, I've always been attracted to women older than me. Yes, I've had those few crushes on girls my age but, even until now, I've never had a sexual attraction to anyone around my age group. Whenever I see someone out in public or onli...