It almost seems like sexual things turn me on but acting on them with the guy is what turns me off. Which makes no sense at all

Yes we use lots of lubricant. Almost too much. And my thoughts when going from turned on to turned off Im usually thinking nothing. Like my mind goes blank.. does that mean something is wrong with me? like even when we are kissing I’m enjoying the kissing but it’s not an emotional feeling as he feel...

Okay this may be long because it is two things i want to touch on. First, im 18 and decided i want to finally have sex. Thinking about it and my boyfriend turns me on and when he talks sexual it turns me on..but when its actually time to have sex i instantly get turned off and then the sex feels for...