hi uh, im fourteen and i feel uncomfortable about speaking about this stuff, but my friends seem to think masturbation is gross, disgusting and dirty, and i always feel like im being shamed for doing it. no one knows i do masturbate, but whenever i do it my mind seems to drift to my friends and fami...

Hi! I'm sorry for such a strange question, but recently, I started masturbating by fingering myself (before I used the shower and masturbated in the bathtub with water, without really touching myself, because it grosses me out putting my fingers inside of myself), but I don't really feel anything, ...