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Oh, another additive - I think about masturbation a lot, which makes me feel like I need to masturbate? What does that mean? I don't want it to be on my mind all the time. I had to change my room because I masturbated in there, so I don't really have a comfortable place to do it? Can I do it every d...

I'm not sure exactly where they came from? Like I wasn't really raised much on the idea that sex was bad, just very private and quiet and something people generally avoided. How can I train my mind to know that I can masturbate, and be okay with it? How do people masturbate or have sex and basically...

I think it's that my mind thinks that sexual things are bad? I mean sometimes it feels like I'm just randomly sitting and like "hell yeah I can masturbate sure whatever." Is it ok to masturbate every day? I kind of think of it as ruining, I think, because it's unfamiliar and because mostly...

It's definitely situational. I think of the situation-type feelings as feelings of ruin or great... well, ruining, I guess. I had to change my entire room around to be in there without thinking bad thoughts. I have contacted a counselor who I'm talking to about my depression in general, yes. And in ...

Okay, so it's a bit of a long question, but here we go. In the beginning of October I tried masturbating. It was good, but not mentally/emotionally. It triggered depression that was added up by stress and anxiety from other sources, and now I'm still struggling with it. I know there's nothing wrong ...