Okay, this isn’t that I just can’t stop thinking about. It doesn’t really cross my mind until I’m like alone or I’m just horny its something. It just reminds me that I don’t know yet and that is when I’m like “bleh” you know? XD idk if that makes any sense. I just want to be concrete and have this d...

Like, more about my sexuality.

I think I am open because I wanna know!

I don’t know what is meant by “being open to surprises” because I feel like I am? I don’t feel like I haven’t been open to them. It doesn’t feel stressful to be open to surprises.

Yeah. for sure. I totally understand and I know you can't "reason" my sexuality but I just don't know for sure. I mean like I new for sure (like if i developed an actual crush on a gay) I would embrace it. but it's been years since I've had crush on someone. it's not like I haven't had one...

I’m really not “looking” for an intimate relationship but I kinda wish I were. Like I haven’t had a crush on anyone like my friends do in a loooong time but I want to. Some people that I love so much have told me they liked me and my instinct was like “just a friend”. But I also don’t know if it’s b...

When I say try the real thing I'm referring to like committing to a full relationship or having sex (in any form not necessarily penetration.) It's kind of a big deal because I want to know who I am. I hate not knowing for sure. especially because it's been so long since i've really liked someone. I...

Idk if I’m allowed to speak here but water based lubes are super mess free and have no smell.

So is there no way to tell your sexuality unless you try the real thing? I mean, I haven’t really had a crush on someone in a while so I really don’t know about that, but when it comes to sex I think about all types of sex with boys and with girls. Like nothing really is like “eww” to me. I’m into i...

I'm defiantly not asking about terms or anything just trying to understand what things mean in regards to me having a relationship. I really want one and it's not like i haven't had the opportunity to be in one. I've actually had quite a few opportunities but I never go for a it. A girl that I love ...

Hi guys it’s been a while since I’ve been on. (I’m 18 now just saying) After some self discovery and just like following what I find enjoyable while masturbating and not judging it, I found that I like both gay, and straight porn. Does this mean I’m Bi? I don’t know if my attraction stems from the a...

If I wasn't into it though, wouldn't I not get hard?

kind of? I have been like typing it out in notes, reading it, and then like deleting it because I just can't write it down. I don't want people to see it. the pattern I see is just that I like sex like idk. I have dreams sometimes that just throw me off. I know I mention my dreams a lot but its beca...

Yeah I guess i just don’t really know what to do... I have just been ignoring it. I wish I had a concrete answer or whatever idek. My dreams are also getting weirder and idk what to make of them. So yeah its just been me trying to ignore it.

got it...

Is there anyway I can be allowed to PM? I have somethings I wanna go into detail about but don't feel comfortable within public view... you know?

I feel like they are all VERY accepting about it. Like if I wanted to come out I kinda just could? idk. Sometimes I feel like I was forced to act manlier because I was very girly in the way I expressed myself (most likely due to only having girl friends till sophomore year of high school) and I had ...

Yeah! It kinda was! It helped solidify some things in my mind.

But they are all very accepting toward homosexuality. I go to school that is very liberal and stuff. ALL of my friends support the LGBT community. I have many friends that are gay too. I do theatre... It's like LGBT central.

This is a brief summary of my conversation with Jacob in the live chat and what we discussed. I have been engaging in the performing arts since I could walk. Because I was a skinny teenage boy who was a theatre geek :geek: , everyone thought I was gay. I took me up until a year ago to finally get pe...

sorry i thought the last thing didn't send. ignore that

man... well, thanks for everything! I have learned ALOT from this thread. I'll start journaling right away! This has all been so helpful and I really appreciate it. I have been using this website since my early teens when I first started masturbating (from various accounts because I kept forgetting ...

can you give me an example?

man... I would love that. Anyway, I have learned ALOT from thread. I'll start journaling right away! This has all been so helpful and I really appreciate it. I have been using this website since my early teens when I first started masturbating (from various accounts because I kept forgetting the pas...

REALLY???? aw man that would be great. I hope that app comes to fruition. Wouldn't it be even more obvious that you are journaling about sexuality since it would be like a "scarlet teen" note book?

heteronormative?