I don't want to talk about that with them. It doesn't even affect my health or anything. I don't keep thinking I have hiv I just take my pill and that is. It's just I'm a little afraid of being rejected but I try to act confident about it. I was thinking about that, maybe I need to hear more stories...

No i don't think is the right time I don't find it right. Idk it just that I would have to talk about it and see how people will react what scares me

Some friends of mine know it but it's not like we talked about that a lot. What I notice it's that I'm afraid to date. Its kinda hard for me. It brings me a little bit down when we talked but at the same times I feel some ease bc I get to know how he is doing

Yeah I know I kept my distance and we just talked a few times just to check on each other. I've been just taking care of myself but that doesn't mean I think about him sometimes but it's just a matter of time for me until I'm completely over it

Hello it's being a loooong time. kinda a lot has happened. We had talked a couple of times and even had phone calls. We just talking just to know how we are doing. He once texted me and told me he thinks about me and that all of this is a lot for him. He is pretty hurt as it seems. Another thing is ...

If it doesnt go as planned. Then, I'll prove myself i did what i could and I'll move on

Yeah he was kinda giving me a goodbye. I got a last thing to do and if it doesnt work. I'll leave it like that bc its not helping me. No matter how much it hurts

Yeah i know what you mean. The last time we talked when he got tested and he came out neg. He apologized to me and told me that he was still sad bc of everything that is happening bc i was his partner. He told me to take care and that he would help me if i needed help. He told me he wanted me to be ...

I've thought about that... about letting go but I'm so stubborn. The thing is I've let things go before and then i regret not trying... and thank you heather <3

I'm trying to eat healthy, drink water, I'm taking some vitamins, and i try to distract myself. The thing is he feels he cant trust me. I told him i didnt have risky sex which i had but i didnt think it was anything toworry about bc this person told me he was on prep. Plus, when i found out i had an...

Hello, it's me again. It's being a while since i posted here. Things are going a little bit better if i can say that. Obviously i feel better, but i still feel bad bc i havent talked to my bf (if i can call him like that now) i actually talked to him and he was pretty hurt. You can tell he liked me ...

Ive talked to some friends. They are the ones who are helping me emotionally. It is hard for me to say it, i cant say the word bc its too much for me even when i know ill be ok. I try to distract myself as much as i can so i dont think about everything thats happening right now. It still make me fee...

I started treatment as soon as i knew. I got that out of the way but sometimes i just think that ill have to take a pill of the rest of my life... I try to think I'm lucky bc some people can't say that but still sometimes i think about that and the fact that someday ill have to tell my family

I feel guilty for not having a test before and i feel bad for hurting him this way when i didnt want to. Sometimes i feel bad for forgetting about this whole situation when I'm distracted

Idk why he started to say that. When i got diagnosed i was more worried about him than myself. I told him everything was going to be ok and that i wont leave him alone. I felt really bad bc if i knew i had that i wouldnt have been with him. I really cared for him and the last thing i wanted to do it...

He first said that it wasnt my fault that i didnt ask to get that but then he started saying that it was my fault when i didnt even know i got that

I dont think i can do anything else to solve everything with him... he said a lot of things and i said a lot of things as well... i tried to make him see that i didnt want this to happen and that i didnt know. I just feel bad when i remember everything and i cant help it but thinking that i really h...

Im writting bc i have a huge problem. I was diagnosed with HIV 2 weeks ago. I already started medication. I told my partner and he doesnt want to talk to me anymore, i tried to talk to him and explain everything but he just said i was a lier and i was selfish and irresponsable. I tried to explain my...