Yeah, that makes sense. And the article you linked was really good. Thanks for the advice!

So I guess this is basically an update lol. It's so interesting to look back on this thread almost a year later; I feel like things have changed a lot lol. For one, I feel a lot more secure in myself as a person, which means that I feel less shame over my fetish and deriving pleasure from it. I also...

Yeah I could try experimenting with stuff like that, thanks for the suggestion.

Thanks for the article link. I've tried sexual fantasies with my imagination but it just isn't vivid enough for me to enjoy it. Writing something down in my journal is better for me, but besides what porn I masturbate to I haven't found any other sexual media that I am comfortable/ feel into masturb...

So I'm not exactly sure if its appropriate to ask this here, but I guess I will anyways haha. So as the topic says, I'm sexually bored lol. The sexual activity I usually do is masturbation, and I usually just rub my clit while I watch porn until I orgasm but that's usually it. Sometimes I have stimu...

"Life's a lot more interesting for those of us who are weird" I agree lol.

Thanks so much for speaking with me about this, I feel much better after working this out a bit.

Yeah, maybe I should just stick to what I like no matter how weird it is lol. Is it possible for me to only like to masturbate to a fetish, but enjoy having partnered sex in real life? I'm used to thinking that to know whether I will enjoy having partnered sex in real life I have to be able to mastu...

It's fine lol. Thanks. Well, I actually find masturbating to videos of my fetish specifically to be more pleasurable than watching videos of other types of sexual media. As a preface, it's kind of awkward to be completely honest here, but I want to do so so I'm going to try lol. I find watching vide...

Yeah, it would help to receive some resources on how to work through sex negative messages I've been given. Thanks. Are you sure the article you linked is revelant to this discussion? It seems like it was geared more towards relationships and I don't think that that's really relevant to what I'm con...

I guess I might have some places where I can semi comfortably share my queer sexuality. Most of my friends are queer and/ or sexually open so I can talk with them about it, I'm just not super comfortable talking about sex with other people because I'm still working through having been taught that ta...

Speaking about sexual shame, yeah I'm growing up in an environment where sexual desire and my queer sexuality is shamed by my family. My family is very conservative religious wise, and sometimes say shitty things about queer people so I have to keep that part of myself a secret. I know I have no rea...

As it says in the title, I can't seem to get mentally into anything but the weird fetish I have and it's a bit nervewracking for me. I've had the fetish ever since I was a child and since I began to masturbate I've only ever orgasmed to it since. It's not that other typical things aren't sexually ap...