Search found 15 matches

by straightlines
Wed Nov 13, 2019 2:27 pm
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: I Think I was Raped, Now I'm Suicidal
Replies: 19
Views: 8468

Re: I Think I was Raped, Now I'm Suicidal

:) Thank you Heather!
by straightlines
Sun Nov 10, 2019 6:56 am
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: I Think I was Raped, Now I'm Suicidal
Replies: 19
Views: 8468

Re: I Think I was Raped, Now I'm Suicidal

The doctor scheduled me to see a few different specialists. One office actually specializes in sexual trauma. Also, Heather gave me a few resources that the hospital didn't have. With that I think I'll be able to receive the help I need. I may need to ask a lot of questions over the next few weeks a...
by straightlines
Sat Nov 09, 2019 7:54 pm
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: I Think I was Raped, Now I'm Suicidal
Replies: 19
Views: 8468

Re: I Think I was Raped, Now I'm Suicidal

Thank you, horrible goose. And thank you, Heather, for all of the support and information. I decided to admit myself into a hospital. After 2 nights the doctor evaluated me and decided that it was okay for me to return home. The staff was amazing and the other patients were all dealing with similar ...
by straightlines
Thu Nov 07, 2019 1:18 pm
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: I Think I was Raped, Now I'm Suicidal
Replies: 19
Views: 8468

Re: I Think I was Raped, Now I'm Suicidal

I would like to continue our conversation tomorrow if I don't go to a hospital. Thank you
by straightlines
Thu Nov 07, 2019 1:16 pm
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: I Think I was Raped, Now I'm Suicidal
Replies: 19
Views: 8468

Re: I Think I was Raped, Now I'm Suicidal

My zip code is 32601
by straightlines
Thu Nov 07, 2019 1:11 pm
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: I Think I was Raped, Now I'm Suicidal
Replies: 19
Views: 8468

Re: I Think I was Raped, Now I'm Suicidal

I talked to someone on the lifeline chat. They were able to help me deal with the suicidal thoughts. I think I may have to go to a hospital if things get worse. Thank you for your help.

I would like to talk about the crisis center if that's okay.
by straightlines
Thu Nov 07, 2019 12:10 pm
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: I Think I was Raped, Now I'm Suicidal
Replies: 19
Views: 8468

Re: I Think I was Raped, Now I'm Suicidal

I'm not sure what to do after I talk to someone. I'll still be alone with my suicidal thoughts.

If you can, I would like some advice on how to do that. Thank you.
by straightlines
Thu Nov 07, 2019 11:32 am
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: I Think I was Raped, Now I'm Suicidal
Replies: 19
Views: 8468

Re: I Think I was Raped, Now I'm Suicidal

I can try. I just don't want my parents to find out.
by straightlines
Thu Nov 07, 2019 10:42 am
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: I Think I was Raped, Now I'm Suicidal
Replies: 19
Views: 8468

I Think I was Raped, Now I'm Suicidal

My memory of the event is foggy. I don't remember exactly what happened, but I think I was raped multiple times. I'm not even sure I remember who was there or where I was. At night I wake up in a pool of sweat to me screaming from some nightmare where I was being attacked. I hate showering and seein...
by straightlines
Sat Jul 13, 2019 12:07 pm
Forum: Abuse & Assault
Topic: I Don't Know What to Do
Replies: 1
Views: 2548

I Don't Know What to Do

I thought that I could find a boyfriend online so I went to a fetish site that I found through internet porn. I don't get along with my peers, so I thought it would be a better option. I ended up meeting 4 different men from the site over a few months. The men that I met up with never forced me to d...
by straightlines
Wed Jun 05, 2019 1:48 pm
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: Worried about STDs and STIs after fingering
Replies: 9
Views: 2713

Re: Worried about STDs and STIs after fingering

That's all I have for now. If I have any more questions, I'll come back. Thank you.
by straightlines
Wed Jun 05, 2019 11:26 am
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: Worried about STDs and STIs after fingering
Replies: 9
Views: 2713

Re: Worried about STDs and STIs after fingering

That's all great advice. Thank you.

The article is nice, very detailed. I can't relate to any of it. I don't think anyone's treated me with that level of respect when it comes to sex, so it'll take some getting used to.

Thanks again for all of your assistance.
by straightlines
Wed Jun 05, 2019 8:54 am
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: Worried about STDs and STIs after fingering
Replies: 9
Views: 2713

Re: Worried about STDs and STIs after fingering

I don't feel good about it at all. When he finished he just left, so I don't think I performed well enough. But I should have known because he made a few offhand comments before he finished. But I thought that if he wanted to have sex with me, it meant that he liked me. How can I tell if someone act...
by straightlines
Wed Jun 05, 2019 8:33 am
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: Worried about STDs and STIs after fingering
Replies: 9
Views: 2713

Re: Worried about STDs and STIs after fingering

Thank you for the information on testing. My parents can't know about any of this. If I go to a clinic will they know? And, yes, I met with this person voluntarily. But I didn't know he would touch me. He told me that he was experienced and I should just relax and let him do what was best. I was a v...
by straightlines
Wed Jun 05, 2019 6:19 am
Forum: Ask Us!
Topic: Worried about STDs and STIs after fingering
Replies: 9
Views: 2713

Worried about STDs and STIs after fingering

I had an anonymous fingering experience with someone who did not wash his hands. He spit into his hands to provide lube and then forcefully fingered me vaginally and anally. I am worried that I may have caught something. Please let me know what tests I should get to be sure. Also, how long should I ...