Hia again :) Yeah, I've had a looot of counciling, haha. Emotionally, I'm pretty healthy at the moment. It's just kinda like the apathy is the residude; the radiation remaining from all the trauma I guess. I feel it a hella lot more in romatical scenarios, but I do feel it generally anyhow. I strugg...

Hia :) I'm 16 currently, due to be 17 in August. I've had a total of 5 sexual partners; lost my virginity either just before or just after turning 15. When I was a lot younger, say pre teen or early teen, I began masturbation using an electric toothbrush as I could never reach orgasum otherwise. I f...