I knew I shouldn’t have been doing it in the first place. I didn’t want to do it. I just wanted to feel wanted and I thought that I wanted to meet a guy to have sex with but I don’t wanna have sex and I don’t wanna be with a guy at all. That girl saying stay straight really fucked with me. I don’t k...

Yeah. I told him I wasn’t gonna have sex with him and he proceeded to tell me all these things and tell me everything he’d do to me and what he wants me to do to him and to sneak him in my house and let everyone hear us. It was all weird I hated it. I just pretend to like it so that I could feel wan...

I have a question. Is it a red flag for a guy you barely know to say he wants to like I don’t know how to say it without being gross because it makes me uncomfortable, that he loves my innocence and wants to bust in me. It creeped me out and I blocked him the next morning. I say it as a red flag… di...

I don’t really know what to say to that. I read it and understand you fully. Thanks for hearing me. I just don’t know what to say. I hope I’ll be able to sleep tonight lol I haven’t slept through the night fully in like almost a month who knows why. I can update you if I like her if you’d like. If y...

I’m gonna be honest and tell you that I want to try. I hope you can see how hard I’m already trying but I genuinely don’t have another intake process in me. It’s so triggering and exhausting. If this one doesn’t work I honestly don’t think I can do it again. Makes me feel like I’m giving up on mysel...

I will be honest with her. Thank you so much. I really appreciate you. I really hope I like her. If I don’t get along with her I honestly will just shut down but I’m going to try my best not too and try and find someone else. It’s just hard with money.

I’m really nervous for this heather. I wanna get better so badly I’m trying so hard but my illness is so much bigger then me and I’m struggling. I’m trying to win it’s just hard. I’m scared

First meeting

I’m sorry you’ve had a rough year heather. I’m on your side and always hoping for your success and health. All of you here. If possible I’d like to talk to heather about this part- so I start therapy Thursday night and I want to talk to her about why I do the things I do but I don’t know how to expl...

Heather!!! I think about you all the time! I hope you’re doing good!! I often find myself doing stupid shit and I say to myself heather would think this is a red flag you need to go and it’s genuinely helped me so much. You have literally changed my life. I have official diagnosis’ and you were righ...

Hi Val!! I’m so happy you popped in here! Thank you for sharing that about yourself, I though I was alone in it and weird in being lesbian and somewhere on the ace spectrum. I’ll definitely look into some of those tv options!! Thank you so much! I’m trying to forget what that girl said and realize I...

Hi Val!! I’m so happy you popped in here! Thank you for sharing that about yourself, I though I was alone in it and weird in being lesbian and somewhere on the ace spectrum. I’ll definitely look into some of those tv options!! Thank you so much! I’m trying to forget what that girl said and realize I...

I remember heather once offered to give me some books or tv shows or movies that had lesbians in it that wasn’t sexual like erotica or porn which is what I always go into and then hate myself for it and panic because I don’t know how to do any of that. Would you or them be able to recommend me some ...

It does make sense. It just really made me feel so crappy. I’m still thinking about it a lot .

Hey all! So I know I posted awhile ago I was in a relationship but that didn’t work out. I went out on Saturday and I met this girl (I know I’ve gone through a lot of sexual identities but I think I’m homoromantic and asexual) I’m still having trouble accepting that I’m into women but I met her and ...

Hey! Long time no talk. I just wanna update you all and tell you that I’m stable on medication, in therapy and you’ll never guess but I have a girlfriend! We just started dating but she’s exactly what you guys said existed! She’s patient with me, she is understanding at the fact that my meds make me...

I think I will just try and see the girl I worked really well with until I stopped seeing her because I didn’t need therapy. I was actually getting somewhere with her and she really understood me. She’s the one who called the police on me though and I’m not sure if I can move past that yet

I’m sorry you’ve been worried about me :( I’m honestly doing good. I still struggle with depression and bad thoughts but it’s a lot better then it was. I’m not as impulsive anymore, I definitely feel impulsive thoughts for sexual things but we’re in a pandemic so I take care of it myself and moving ...

Thank you for letting me share it :) My question if it’s okay is, do I need to look for a counselor who is sex positive? I know I need one who is queer allied as I think I’m bisexual but homoromantic. I know that you all have said I can talk about these things to my therapist but I don’t want to mak...

Y’all I get insurance on the first!!!!! That means for therapy I’ll only have to pay co pays now :D. I wanted to let you guys know because I can finally get mental help and help for my pain I’m always in. Besides telling you that, I also have a question about therapy but I’ll only ask if you guys sa...

Hi y’all I have a really dumb question about something I should know because I’m 23 but I genuinely have no idea. Does using a tampon have anything to do with your sex life? I’m active on social media and I see men saying things like if you use pads you can’t take penis and I am just confused? That ...

I need help. I really really need help. What’s the difference in normal therapy and someone who is like a specific lgbtq+ Therapist. I had a girl and we had plans to meet up and have sex and I flipped out because I can’t be gay. I don’t know what to do anymore. I tried talking to a guy and I said ye...

It went well on her end she said good things about it and me. I honestly went into it telling myself it was gonna be bad and I kinda tried for it to be bad on my end so I didn’t feel things but I still kinda did. We’ve been talking since last night and she wants to hang out more. Insurance is coming...

I just came back from a date with a girl and we didn’t touch or kiss or anything and we wore masks at the place she took me to eat. Anyways, I don’t think I’m gay. I am so broken feeling. I feel weird and sad and repulsive. I tried everyone so maybe I just don’t like anyone romantically? I don’t know.

I don’t want to talk about this anymore. You guys don’t have to say anything anymore.