Hey Sam/Heather, I called the places and they are really far away, like 2 hours away. I gave up after that for awhile. I have chronic pain and it’s been bad lately and my brain is on like fire with that, trying to work full time to make money and not being able to stand without terrible pain, and ba...

I don’t need therapy, counseling, meds. I’m okay.

So I just had an experience online with a girl. I’m definitely so very very very gay. I also talked to my aunt about the religious aspect of this sexuality thing I was facing. I feel so much better about that part. Now, I’ve realized that I just need to make myself happy. What makes me happy is girl...

I’ve asked them every time I go in or speak on the phone for a consult and they say yes we can talk about it and that they accept lgbtqia+ community. I even told one once that I thought I was asexual (I still kinda do) and she told me I wasn’t and we would dig into it and discover why I don’t like t...

I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean it in the way that it came out. I know you spent a lot of time on me yesterday and other days and I don’t take it for granted but I wish you knew that any time spent on me is a waste of time as I’m not worth any of the time you give me. You’re one of my favorite people to...

Whatever. Fuck all the questions I just asked and all of the conversations I just had. I’m straight and I’m going to get a boyfriend to love me and we’ll be happy and I’ll be fine. I don’t need to be happy I need to be loved. That’s all. I don’t care anymore about it. I’m going back online to men. T...

So I have something on my mind and I’m gonna get it out now. I’ve talked to many people and asked if I am with a man and don’t do penetration is it sex and am I still a virgin. It’s not sex really and I’m still a virgin to all the people I asked. So now I’m thinking, sex girl and girl is mostly oral...

Yeah, I can do that. I’m still going to try to be straight no matter what it is I do or say. Yeah I might have come far but I still am gonna deny it no matter what and I still hate myself. I might just continue to talk to guys because how do I know unless I try with them so I will eventually once it...

Just the fact I have been pushing it down for so long. When I think about, I don’t think I can do the things. So I might not ever try again with girls because I just don’t want too

I think it’s funny that I’m like no queers I’ll get sad when, a couple years Taylor Swift released a song Lover and I’m like a huge fan so I ran to listen to it and I cried for about an hour straight because I’m gay and I want what she was talking about but I couldn’t have it. I’m so dumb?????

I don’t know. I’m scared. I’m crying again about it. I don’t know if I want to but I should

I’m almost tempted to block him but things were good before I told him so that’s my fault not his

I just told the guy I’m talking to that I am gay and he said how do I know I’ve never had sex. He’s right.

Gay media sure why not although I’ve gone through burning hoops to avoid lesbians on my tv

Are you sure it’s okay? Like I’m not gross or weird? I’m crying again I don’t know what the hell is wrong with me lately

I honestly think you just like broke through to me. This is the easiest I’ve been able to breathe in weeks. It still feels weird though. Like I’m actually saying to myself I’m a lesbian and I’m not crying and I’m not hyperventilating? To be honest I’ve been thinking that being sad would be better th...

Yeah :/

I’m not sure I fully understand what you mean. I will answer as how I’m taking what you said, if it’s wrong tell me and I’ll try again (: So, if things were different I would be a lesbian and I would have never kicked the girl I think I was maybe falling in love with with out of my life. I wanted to...

I do understand I feel stuck too. I just don’t want to say it, like you and I both know that I am but I don’t want to say it because if I don’t it’s not real. If I don’t act on it, it’s not real. I’ve been thinking about getting a boyfriend now since we can’t meet but then cheat on him with a girl t...

Okay so say I am lesbian. I’m not saying I am. But hypothetically, I am. What do I do about it? I think it’s pretty clear that I’m straight, I keep saying it over and over. No one believes me

Why did that make me cry. I feel like I’m going to throw up. Even if I was abused I don’t really care because at least I’m still straight. I didn’t say men love sex I said MOST men love sex. I didn’t mean for it to be a problematic take. I’m not trying to argue I don’t know what I’m trying to do. I ...

I do want to be sexual with them but over time, not so fast. I don’t think sex is love but I do know most men love sex so if they talk about it or something so do I. I do think that sex can amplify love which I know is true. I don’t even understand sex, it’s so weird to me. Although thinking of no s...

Hey Heather, Thank you. I honestly don’t think I can delete the apps. I need the validation from people which is a silly thing to say because no men ever tell me I’m pretty or anything. This past month a guy on the app got really angry with me because we only talked for not even an hour and I wouldn...

I genuinely just need to talk. Like I have to let all of this out. This is not one of those manic episodes I just have to get this out. I have no access to therapy as of now so please don’t suggest that. Anyways, I’m so freaking confused. Like I’m seriously so confused. I like girls, I think they ar...

hey, i wanted to tell you guys that i deleted all the dating apps a few days ago and completely deleted the accounts. i’m done with all of that and dating in general. i’m not lesbian but i don’t like men so i’m okay with the fact i’ll be single forever and never kiss or have sex with anyone. it’s go...

is it lame to just wanna make out and explore each other’s bodies with clothes on?